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kwilhelmina
Female, 49, Queens Village, NY
"Joy is in my heart today. Been so long it feels strange. But good."
12:44pm, July 25, 2009
Have I Gone Mad Mood
Tuesday, May 5, 2009 | A Poem/Artistic story

Have I gone mad?

By: K. Wilhelmina Floria 

A metaphysical equation,an exact scientific formula situation,

for that which has no answer. 

Somersaulting into an abyss of confusion,rising from crystallize illusions. 

Bits and bytes of a techno world.

A matrix of gigabyte, and elaborate program. 

 

Have I gone mad? 

A world inside my world, out side myself. 

A tranquil haze.

A holographic reality. 

 

Tobacco sedative, 

… inhale……

 exhale 

 AHHHHH!!!!! 

Polluted lungs,

filtered air,

canned oxygen. 

 

Big brother spy,

paranoid am I?

No where to hide. 

Have I gone mad? 

Cyber dreams, quantum physics. 

Nightmares,

an illusional reality,

a viral infection,

shutting down progression. 

OMG!!!!!I have gone mad! 

 

Hidden in plain sight, truth untold.

 A serpent kisses,breast fed venom.  

Close is the distance of confusion.

Healthy is this diseased mind. 

Distorted. 

Void of rationality. 

Light shall be the darkness,

darkness shall be the light. 

 

The greatness of nothing will triumph 

Upgrade, Download Shutdown Reboot 

Have I gone mad? 

Have I?

 Have I? 

Yes,

yes, 

I HAVE GONE MAD!!!!!! 

10/21/08

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Comments

  1. mel1959

    nope... you're not mad, just human. I wish you a better day tomorrow, and will send you a hug each day until you write a cheerful poem...


    mel1959

  2. mel1959

    ok, sorry about the above, but you caught me at a bad moment, lol. Thinking about you...


    mel1959

  3. sherrytharp

    I think we all have to be a little mad, insane, or crazy...whatever you want to call it to survive all we have to endure what we must each day of our lives. Even those who live without diseases have this issue. It is those who can get up and keep going and not let life beat them that can call them selves heros. This is what you are, a hero. You will reboot and all will be better than the last. We all have the right to go a lttle crazy in any form once in awhile. I will pray for you and hope you will get through this and just know I am here along with all your other friends and supporters here.


    sherrytharp

  4. earthwalker

    Not mad, just hurting. All pretty normal if you ask me. Time to do some good things for yourself. Move on and move out....learn to live with and love yourself. You are a great friend to so many here, list your goals, baby steps remember and as you mark them off things will just get better. I know you can do it....love, light and peace from the land of Aus.


    earthwalker

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