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caffiend115
Female, 20, NY
"I miss him even though he's toxic for me."
2:46pm Saturday
Lard. Mood
Saturday, September 5, 2009
So I've been feeling like a fat fuck as of late.  I'm a tiny girl.  I'm only 4'10" and currently weigh 115lbs.  This is the heaviest I've ever been.  There was a time in high school when I weighed about 82/85 pounds.  I called those days my "Britney Days."  I had all the cuts that Britney Spears had in her music video for "Slave 4 U."  It was wonderful.  I was CONFIDENT.  Woah, confident?! What does that mean?!  I have no idea, because I haven't felt that in years.  So, by the time I turn 21, I want to be reliving my Britney Days, feeling good about myself, and hopefully having a couple of cuties look my way so I can eye flirt without being self conscious about any unwanted bulges popping out of my jeans.  Stupid bulges.

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Current Weight (Lbs)

115

Encouragements: 2

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  1. toledogirl

    hi sweets,I'm pretty well.I want to recommend a book for you that i just got from the library.It inspired me and I only read a few words from it.I was reading it in the car out loud to my hubby.I'll share a snidbit of what caught my attention..
    "It's no sin to be big.There's a lot worse things you could be------such as cruel,uncaring,or selfish."

    "Liking yourself is the first step to a healthy health style.You're a fine person just as you are.Now take good care of that fine person!"


    toledogirl

  2. toledogirl

    the name this great book is....'"SELF-ESTEEM COMES IN ALL SIZES---how to be happy at your natural weight.".IT'S ALSO AT BORDERS FOR ABOUT 17 BUCKS.written by:Carol A.Johnson.Now go and do something you enjoy each day.stay sweet mama!


    toledogirl

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