I'm a college student addicted to caffeine. How cliche. I'm a dual major in Sociology and Psychology with a minor in English literature. I'm pre-med with hopes to get into medical school and become a pediatric oncologist. My dad died when I was 15, which is what led to my PTSD. I had a PE in the beginning of December 2008. One hurdle after another...
I'm a college student addicted to caffeine. How cliche. I'm a dual major in Sociology and Psychology with a minor in English literature. I'm pre-med with hopes to get into medical school and become a pediatric oncologist. My dad died when I was 15, which is what led to my PTSD. I had a PE in the beginning of December 2008. One hurdle after another...
Medicine, Music, Movies, Restaurant hopping, Cleaning obsessively, Museums...and just trying things I've never done before.
Medicine, Music, Movies, Restaurant hopping, Cleaning obsessively, Museums...and just trying things I've
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Why does it get dark at 4pm?! This is totally keeping me from getting my...…
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Always have hope and faith hun. I'm sorry I've been MIA and a really crummy friend. Message me if you…
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November 3, 2009 10:49pm
So this post is long overdue and I want to use it to clear a couple things up. I haven't been making the best first impressions lately and …
October 1, 2009 12:45am
I'm beginning to feel like I've lost my identity. I know who I am in terms of my personality and in relation to other people, but ever …
September 5, 2009 4:40pm
So I've been feeling like a fat fuck as of late. I'm a tiny girl. I'm only 4'10" and currently weigh 115lbs. …
August 20, 2009 5:50pm
I had to write a 10 page ethnography (which isn't long at all for an ethnography) for my Urban Society class. I chose the Emergency …
Yep it gets dark here too very early, so it kind of limits what you can do and with the dark, you just feel tried. hope you are well, always here if you need anyone.....
keep doing you!! i am your number one fan!!
Hey sweetie, it's been awhile since we last talked...How are ya? I miss u! Hugs
Thinking about you lil sis and hoping that you are happy healthy and wise .LOL is that f-ing corny or what ? LOL Take care hun .
Hey dont say that, you have had a lot on your plate. same goes with you if yiou want to chat, keep your head up and breaking those hearts, remember im always here for you, even though you are a giants fan.....
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My father was diagnosed with cancer when I was 13 and he passed away at home when I was 15. He was holding my hand. Ever since, my mood has never been the same...and there are more and more days where I physically can't get out of bed.
My father passed away from cancer when I was 15. Ever since, I've been plagued by flashbacks, vivid dreams, insomnia, depression and extreme anxiety.
My father died
I'm always anxious and on edge. My mind is always going...there's no pause button for sleeping or anything. I dream about what Im anxious about. I startle easily. Anything can bring it on...but mostly it's something related to college and exams etc.
Recently, my sleep cycle has become really out of wack. I go to bed at 6am and wake up around 3. I can't stay asleep and I spend hours just laying in bed staring at the ceiling. It's really starting to affect my mood and everyday life.
I was physically and emotionally abused by an ex boyfriend when I was 13. My family tends to put me down tons, but I don't know if I should consider that abuse as well.
I used to self injure when I was 14/15. I relapsed a few weeks ago when I picked a small section of my arm. That small section turned into 1/3 of my forearm that I went to town on. I'm back on the wagon again and hoping to stay that way. I'm on Coumadin and cutting while on it just makes it more thrilling and makes me want to push my limits.
