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whitefingers
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2 hugs received, 2 hugs given
Yesterday
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whitefingers updated their status 3:16am
My phone rang 17 times today. Plus 11 texts. And 4 personal emailz. I'm...…
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whitefingers wrote a journal entry updating their 1yr sobriety goal 2:35am
November 1
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whitefingers and glad2bee are now friends 7:54am
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whitefingers updated their status 6:39am
I'm going to celebrate my new life. Stop wallowing. Nothing's perfect. Good...…
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whitefingers gave FlagonDry a hug 3:36am
Hey girl, thanks for stopping by my journalz... Hope you are finding your "inner Wild Thing"!…
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Journal
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TREATing myself, and not up to my old TRICKS
I didn't do much this year for halloween, I was in bed asleep by 9 pm! Yawn... This time last year, I was driving my kids and my daughter's …
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mindfulness
I'm finally, FINALLY, after reading about it for how many years... probably 2 years... I'm finally setting aside time to start a meditation …
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8 months
And thank you GOD! Free of bulimia behaviors, and alcohol, and thank you GOD. I haven't gained weight. I'm not on any prescriptions. I …
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wild things
and they ROARRRRRED their terrible roars!and they gnashed their TERRIBLE TEETH!and they ROOOOOOLLLED their terrible eyes!and showed their TERRIBLE …
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Hugbook
Thanks
Thanks for the Hug! Really needed that!
Prayer
During the times when I questioned this "God thing" the most, the strangest things would happen. My sponsor would always ask me "Is it odd or is it God?".
Stay sober and keep your eyes open darlin'. I may be late but God's always on time. Gentle hugs, Dianna
Go For It
Hey there, it is alice. There are no words I can share with you that will ease the pain of what you are going through. It hurts, big time. It (your beautiful baby rejecting you for now and maybe for a very long time) is so painful...but still you have to be the parent and not the co-dependent at this time. My oldest son was a moma's boy compared to his younger brother...but guess who is the son standing by my side at this time??? It is the younger one who was a pain in the butt as a young boy but learn life lessons in a much better way the older he became. I continue to believe one day my older son will get it, but for now I have to live a life without him, almost like he has died...be the parent, set the boundaries with love, stand back and see what happens...it may take a very long time, but truly I believe in the end it will make all the difference for them in their lives...and isn't that really what we want the most for them??? Honestly, I will tell you it hurts so much many days, I loved my firstborn son so very much, I feel betrayed by someone I don't know, my Nicholas would have never behaved this way to me...it tore me apart for many years. Now I am able to put up my great walls of armour and not let it hurt me so much on a daily basis. Remember it is about them and their stuff and not you nor your stuff in life. Try also to focus on the kids you have in your life now, and yourself. She will be back one day...just trust that if you gave her a good beginning foundation of love...she will return to it one day. I promise. Alice
Ray of Sunshine
I hope things get better and you get your spirts back soon...
Hug
just wanted you to know how fantastic that is, i know it's hard so agin congrats :)
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Open Epilepsy & Seizures
My daughter has petit mal seizures, recently has escalated to a grand mal. She's on 300 mg Zonegran now, is severely depressed, withdrawing from the entire world. I'm terrified for her.
Treatments
- Zonegran Too Soon to Tell
- My daughter, 20 yrs old, is on 300mg Zonegran. She is severely depressed, no way to tell if it's the medication, but she is withdrawing from the world. From life. I barely recognize her. She was beautiful.



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