Journal Entry for April 28, 2009
April 28, 2009 1:43am
I try to live my life not drowning in a sea of self pity. Not wanting to cry. Not wanting to feel lonely. Not berating my past. I sit here in …
brighter83 
1:24am, April 9, 2009
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About Me
brighter83
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About Me
The last six months or so I've been working to improve myself in many different aspects. Spiritually, emotionally and physically. I have struggled with depression, quite a few addictions, suicidal behavior, gay acceptance issues, and issues with religion and God. I started my life over ended an extremely codependent relationship and have been learning to live with and love myself .
The last six months or so I've been working to improve myself in many different aspects. Spiritually, emotionally and physically. I have struggled with depression, quite a few addictions, suicidal behavior, gay acceptance issues, and issues with religion and God. I started my life over ended an extremely codependent relationship and have been learning to live with and love myself .
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Interests
I enjoy several types of music including, 80s, 90s, pop, alternative rock, christian music, r&b. I love video games. especially role playing games. I also enjoy camping rock climbing, rappelling, astrology, geography, sociology, psychology and politics and activism
I enjoy several types of music including, 80s, 90s, pop, alternative rock, christian music, r&b. I love
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Coming Out of Fear
April 9, 2009 2:01am
A couple of hours ago I went to an AA meeting where the subject kind of hit me. There was a reading that mentioned how fear slowly eats us up …
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First Entry
March 30, 2009 3:29am
Well I've been needing to get my thoughts into words for awhile now. My mind seems to be constantly spinning all the time with so much …
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Hugbook
Moment of Peace
hey there. hows it goin?
I’m With You
Hey whats up always looking for people to chat with
Moment of Peace
From nobody666
March 14
Welcome to DS BP I hope you have as much fun as information . If you need any help managing the boards feel free to let me know ...nobody666 Community Leader :)
Celebration
Glad you joined Daily Strength!
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Alcoholism
Treatments
- 12 Step Program Working / Worked
- AA Meetings Working / Worked
- Campral Working / Worked
- Detox Working / Worked
- Residential Treatment Center Working / Worked
Close ADHD / ADD
Treatments
Open Bipolar Disorder
Treatments
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI've been dealing with depression since I was in my preteens. a long with addiction, bipolar and ADHD I've been working to get through my setbacks
Treatments
- Effexor Working / Worked
- Meditation Working / Worked
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- Prozac Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Writing Working / Worked
Open Codependency
I struggle with many other addictions and mental disorders. I've left a codependent relationship that was going nowhere and working to get my life back
Treatments
- 12 Step Program Working / Worked
- Music Working / Worked
- Pets Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
- \"Codependent No More\" Working / Worked
Open Smoking Addiction & Recovery
Treatments
- Chantix Not Working
- increased depression and very bad nausea
- Hard Candy Working / Worked
- Nicotine Patch Working / Worked
Open Sex / Pornography Addiction
brighter83 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Gay Men's Challenges
I've struggled for years accepting being gay. I've had tons of anxiety issues regarding dealing with men. I find it hard to find other guys that are positive and not caught up in drugs and alcohol or negative thinking. I've been used and abused in sex and emotional challenges.
Open Hemorrhoids
have had trouble with constipation and an anal fissure caused by either constipation or anal sex.
Treatments
- Preparation H Somewhat Helpful
- Rubber Band Ligation Working / Worked
- It helped still have the fissure though
Open Enlarged Prostate
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