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Goal End Date is Jun 1, 09 160 days ago.
Itzjustme 
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About Me
Itzjustme
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About Me
******Males, no disrespect but i have trust issues, so please dont try to be my friend, sorry its not you****** I'm 16. I feel really hopeless, and i feel like no one understands me, i think they all think i want attention. im just really sad. =( i knew about DS since i was in 8th, now in 10th joined DS because well i came out with this sexual abuse in november, and everything seemed to be crashing down. i've never wanted to die as much as i did this year. i also on and off with this whole cutting thing its been maybe a yr but i dont count last year cuz it wasnt as bad til november 08..i get told alot that just because im black i gotta be strong in life..well idk wat that means..i dont see race ever i see people and im just a person..i just wanna feel like someone cares If there is anything you wanna talk about, i'm all ears or eyes!! lol...but yea meassage me anytime
******Males, no disrespect but i have trust issues, so please dont try to be my friend, sorry its not you****** I'm 16. I feel really hopeless, and i feel like no one understands me, i think they all think i want attention. im just really sad. =( i knew about DS since i was in 8th, now in 10th joined DS because well i came out with this sexual abuse in november, and everything seemed to be crashing down. i've never wanted to die as much as i did this year. i also on and off with this whole cutting
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Interests
i love helping people...i love to read...i love talking to counselors, Law & Oder SVU btw my avi is a cartoon picture of det. Olivia Benson aka Mariska Hargitay
i love helping people...i love to read...i love talking to counselors, Law & Oder SVU btw my avi is a
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so am i. but we must pick ower selfs up and move on, we will see happier days.
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i have always had trust isues, and to have some one that you lov and trust betray you hurts more then words will ever convay. the level of betrail that my x leveled on me i will never be able to understand or be able to put in to words.
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i understand more then you know. i have benn betaid on a hole new level. so yeah i have trust isues as well. but as some one who is looking from the out side inn. i may be able to help.
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ich liebe dich mehr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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i am trying to hang in there right now but really struggling with it. I hope all is well with you
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Close Sexual Abuse
i was sexually abuse from age 9-12...im 16 now and my flashbacks are crazy and they suckk...i cant beleive this Sept. 09..i just found out he started with me at 3 yrs old and i told my mom and my mom yelled at him ...and so it stopped til i was 9 then started again..i dont rmember wathappened then tho
Treatments
- Talking Working / Worked
- im talking to a therapist now, but i just feel disgusting inside, and ughh....i feel everytime i talk to her about it, the flashbacks fade little by little
Close Self-Injury
i've been cutting bad since november 08...i tried it a few times last year amd i liked the feeling it gave, i like feeling in control instead of being controlled...
Treatments
- Group Therapy Considering
- im going to start thatt soon
- Outpatient Treatment Program Working / Worked
- im in therapy for sexual abuse and we only talked about it once, so ill see if it works
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- i like my therapist, she did make me start thinking about it now..like will this make everything go away, and stuff like that
- Rubber Bands Not Working
- i need to cause some type of distruction, i need to see that i made some damage...all rubber bands did was leave welts that went away...nothing
- Talking Working / Worked
- everyone is tired of hearing from me...but coming here on ds makes me feel better!
Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
what do i write about?...i dont even really know what this is, i just know that its unbearable at times, ermmm...i was diagnosed with this April 09...i guess i've had it for a while
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- i feel like every time i talk to my therapist, the flashbacks get less intense, i still feel like a discusting shit...tho
- Reading Working / Worked
- reading use to distract me, but now ther is soo much i cant even focuz to read at least 1 sentence
- Talking Working / Worked
- the only person i go into detail about the sexual abuse is my therapist.
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionIm 16. i feel like shit, i feel worthless, i want to just hate everyone but ofcourse i dont. i feel like the world is mad at me all the time!!.. i cry to much, i sometimes dont want to be here....i just dont know anymore....diagnosed with this April 09
Treatments
- DailyStrength Working / Worked
- u guys help me alot! luv u guys xoxo
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- i really like my therapist, and i started talking about what happened and i feel like its working
- Support from Friends & Family Not Working
- no one wants to hear my shit
- Writing Not Working
- i use to keep one and it did help and i didnt cut as much when i wrote but then it got taken away and read so now i dont write anymore
Open Twins, Triplets & More
Im a twin!!! i have a twin brother...were 16
