LoneWolfe's Journal

Wow, the last 48 hrs have been the most pain I've had in almost 11 yrs. The walking at times has went to hobbling pain. But with that being said I'm still grateful. I gave my new Dr her freedom to not be my Dr. That didn't last long, but that was good for me. Now that there is a spine tumor I will need some important patrnership going on, and if she couldn't a d woudnt answer basic stuff and had a don't care attitude, she wasn't wanting to be a positive part to hepling me make informed decisions.
Now for the positive. Although that was a positive for me really, the best thing was that the proper test are being ordered by my new Dr and I will stay faithful and this tumor will be fixed with God's help. The litlle stuff going on now, it'll be ok. The big stuff, it'll be ok. My self talk is my talking to God, and then in turn to dear friends online and my friends offlne too, that He is so faithful and loving, you can handle just about anything.
That's about it, I need to try to get my sleep back on track.