p0wderburn's Journal

I was pretty up for sometime but the last day or two I have been suffering from anxiety and obssesive thoughts over a job I applied for at Fender Guitars as an assistant web designer. I am in the second phase of the interview and I am now worried about working again... and moving across the country if I get the offer... I HATE MENTAL ILLNESS!!!!!

I hate the 9 - 5 gig but I have no choice. I don't know if I can handle building and selling rustic furniture and freelancing for a living. I can collect unemployment for 18 months... I really could use the break for 12 months atleast before heading back to work.