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p0wderburn
Male, 51, PA
"Stress is going to kill me..."
11:52am, November 11, 2009

  • About Me

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    p0wderburn

    Male, 51, Married
    PA, USA
    Member since March 13

    • About Me

      Web designer, commercial artist. musician and a daydreamer. Suffer from Pure O (since I was very young), OCD, Anxiety, depression, depersonalization, derealization and who knows what else. I have been diagnosed as Bipolar but I don't agree. I like to think I have a "bad brain". I have almost every form of OCD and experience you can ever have. Intrusive thoughts, religiosity, ruminations, voices in my head... more anxiety and panic I would ever care for. I was an only child to dysfunctional parents. I have seen ghost, been sexually obsessive since I was very young and just plain afraid of everything imaginable. And yet I raised five fairly stable children and have worked for the same company for 30 years. I have survived the worse and so can you.

      Web designer, commercial artist. musician and a daydreamer. Suffer from Pure O (since I was very young), OCD, Anxiety, depression, depersonalization, derealization and who knows what else. I have been diagnosed as Bipolar but I don't agree. I like to think I have a "bad brain". I have almost every form of OCD and experience you can ever have. Intrusive thoughts, religiosity, ruminations, voices in my head... more anxiety and panic I would ever care for. I was an only child to dysfunctional parents.

    • Interests

      Cartooning, Music, Rustic Furniture

      Cartooning, Music, Rustic Furniture

  • Recent Activity

    November 11

  • Journal

    • I hate to fly...

      Mood September 5, 2009 1:38pm

      Off to Arizona for awhile... just wish it wasn't by plane.

    • Still here....

      Mood August 3, 2009 12:09pm

      I am still around. Have family in from the west coast so I have not been on as much. Trying to keep positive and active.... not always easy.

    • Battle for the mind...

      Mood July 4, 2009 8:49am

      and I have been losing lately. Anxiety and depression again. I think my depression med is not working... getting that "wish I was dead" …

    • Really not doing so good.

      Mood June 18, 2009 10:08am

      I was pretty up for sometime but the last day or two I have been suffering from anxiety and obssesive thoughts over a job I applied for at Fender …

    • Unemployed and so busy...

      Mood June 15, 2009 7:01pm

      I don't know how I had time to have a steady job!!! LOL...

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    • Hug

      From sugar09 October 18

      Sending a BIG hug your way today !!

    • Hug

      From sugar09 September 26

      Yes - it does pour , doesn't it ? I know last week, I felt the same way. Sorry to hear the market is not better in Arizona. I was hoping for you that it was. What are your plans ? I will keep your mother in my prayers too. Take good care and better luck with the job hunt ! Hugs, Sugar

    • Shout Out

      From sugar09 September 26

      Hey Powder ! How is it going in Arizona ? Sending a prayer that you are finding what you need...

    • I’m With You

      From vonnyzzz September 23

      nice to hear that you are doing well, great, i am ok thanks, would be nice to chat with you, been a long time. xx

    • Thanks

      From sugar09 August 28

      Thanks powder ! So good to hear from you. I take a mood stabilizer too, and it makes me so hungry - I am gaining weight also, but it sure helps my mood. Sorry to hear you are having some anxiety. I am too - things have been rather hectic for me lately. I want to go back to work, but doc says to wait until I stabilize. It's driving me nuts !!! Anyway, I would try to get back on your mood stabilizer - it will help with the anxiety. Someone suggested to me to take Magnesium and zinc, and it helps to keep me calmer. You might want to try it. Take good care and thanks for letting me know how you are !

      Hugs, Sugar

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