Journal Entry for September 28, 2009
2weeks healed, wew.
i list out a series goals on my book, and i'm getting a lot better but still moody.
dunno what to do with this …
i've been depressed long enough, cry enough, i want to be happy now, and i'll be.
i've been depressed long enough, cry enough, i want to be happy now, and i'll be.
i love reading, playing, hang out, music, films, in other words i love life!
i love reading, playing, hang out, music, films, in other words i love life!
2weeks healed, wew.
i list out a series goals on my book, and i'm getting a lot better but still moody.
dunno what to do with this …
I'm the type that can't take it if things turn out wrong, in other word, I'm selfish and childish.. So i cut to feel better, how surprising that it really help, not for long actually. Trying to stop then, but stop trying to stop recently, lol.. Life need to go on anyway, i hope i can laugh instead of cutting but i can't..
coz i suspect i got anxiety issue. i chill, can't breathe, shaking, often, too often and uncontrolable.