BEEN A WHILE
November 3, 2009 8:20am
Its been so long since I have been on here to write anything in my journal,We have just been told that back in May when my blood was checked I was …
michelle63
4:27am, April 23, 2009
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About Me
michelle63
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About Me
I have been married to Steve for 25 years and we were blessed with 2 Beautiful daughters, following 8 years on infertilty. I am a caring person and I value my family and friends greatly.Material things have never been of interest to me.I have been told that I have awacky sense of humour. My Rough Collie Bliss is a PAT dog (Pets as Therapy) I take her into hospitals, special schools, residential care homes, where she works to help people in a whole host of ways.
I have been married to Steve for 25 years and we were blessed with 2 Beautiful daughters, following 8 years on infertilty. I am a caring person and I value my family and friends greatly.Material things have never been of interest to me.I have been told that I have awacky sense of humour. My Rough Collie Bliss is a PAT dog (Pets as Therapy) I take her into hospitals, special schools, residential care homes, where she works to help people in a whole host of ways.
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Interests
I love Ballroom and latin dancing, reading, I love music and I have varied taste, I enjoy going to like concerts, Summer outdoor concerts, with friends and family are great.I love being a Mum and my children bring so much joy to my life. I love walking my dog in the countryside and coastal walks around the area where I live.Like going to the movies.I love animals and am lucky to share my life with some wonderful furrie folk, We breed Ragdoll cats in a small way, its lovely watching the kittens go from tiny new borns, who cannot see, to the 14 week old bold bouncy kittens, going into the world with their new slave.
I love Ballroom and latin dancing, reading, I love music and I have varied taste, I enjoy going to like
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November 18
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michelle63 gave jen87 a hug 7:37pm
Thinking about you and hoping that you are okay, I have sent you a mail too xxx Chell…
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LONG TIME AWAY
September 24, 2009 5:52pm
It's been a while since I have been on here to actually update and so many things have happened during that time. I went in for what was meant to …
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ADMISSION
September 3, 2009 8:50pm
I feel like I have not been on here for the longest time, today I have been admitted to the hospice, since leaving here last time my health has …
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ADMISSION
September 3, 2009 8:50pm
I feel like I have not been on here for the longest time, today I have been admitted to the hospice, since leaving here last time my health has …
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hospic
August 4, 2009 6:47am
I came out of the hospice last Thursday afternoon, the consultant who looks after me, was away until the day I was due to be discharged and I …
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I just wanted to let you know that I DID read your journal, and it sounds like you're at least a little bit more positive. I'm in a bit of a rut right now, and only wish I could muster the honesty you have, for talking & sharing what's really going on.
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Thanks so much for the journal comment Michelle. And what you said about Jesus is so true and it was a wonderful way to put it. I have decided to find a verse to remind me that Jesus;s forgiveness is never ending incase anything like this happends again or it continues to bother me or i feel unworthy. Also you put it all in a shell and hit the spot. What you say about friends being toxic, thats exactly what she is. Makes me nervous, i always end up not living my life for me and also knocks me confidence a lot. Thanks hunni. xx
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Sorry Michelle i did not realise that you were out of the hospice. Here for you always, even if you need a chat let me know. xx
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Ok dear Michelle, how much longer do you reckon you will be in for? Are you managing to rest in there? I am not bad thanks you, just back from my wee holiday. xx
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Close Eating Disorders
Type: AnorexiaI first began to have problems with food and became anorexic at 16, my Dad who I had been real close to died when I was 14 and right after this some painful things occurred, about a month after I lost my Dad we moved around 300 miles away from my home town. Losing my Dad and then moving from friends really I lost all my confidence, I became very depressed and then this lead into anorexia,I have had a few times when I been a little better.Had infertilty for 8yrs,blessed to have 2 lovely girls
Treatments
- Dietitian Consult Working / Worked
- At the moment she is trying to help me to get through the risk of re-feeding syndrome, she is a dietitian who specialises in ED's and she works with an ED team
- Group Therapy Working / Worked
- We have a local recovery group, it is affiliated to B-eat and is run by a therapist and specialist ED dietitian, it is a very positive group, they have speakers, who have recovered as well as really interesting topics. support is for anyone who feels that food/weight is making them feel miserable
- Paxil Not Working
- I was on Serozat and at the very start of treatment it made me fel very sick, but that passed after a few weeks and the tablets seemed to really help my mood for a long time, but then they ceased to be effective and I have been given Veneafazine, but my doctor said he wants to get me off these as I should not have been given them as they are not suitable if you have heart problems,just hoping that I am given something that helps the depression |
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- I am going to work with the ED teams, therapist, I really like her and feels that she really understands, at the moment her and the team are going to come to my home as they do not feel I am well enough yet to go to them, I have spent a few months in our local hospice this year and they allowed the ED team to work along side them, I was having infusions at the hospice for bone pain and also some treatment to prevent bone loss, the treatments were harsh due to the awful side effects,
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