Sociey is Wearing on Your Morals
March 19, 2009 2:13pm
I would like to say that your out look on my situation if very much persuaded my society and is very much shallow. The thing with people is that …
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Ariesbaby33189 
8:41am, March 26, 2009
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Ariesbaby33189
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I am 19 years young, born & raised in Cali. I live with my fiance in Canyon Country and I love him with everything I've got :). He is my life support I have suffered from pain back since I can remember as a child. As the days have passed, it has turned to Chronic back pain. I was told many years ago that I has scoliosis. On another note, I also have mild depression, NO self esteem, and I am a very anger person inside so I tend to come off edgy. I have to admit I am not the same person I was 5 years ago, 2 years ago. I have completely turned myself around and I am proud to say I am a better person than I hoped to be, in this process. There is another part of me that I am very ashamed to tell people. My case is not that I have been cheated on, but I am the cheater. I absolutely do not believe in that stupid quote "Once a cheater always a cheater." I have changed my ways for the better and I feel great. But everyday my mistakes eats away at my slow beating heart and so it seems like I was given forgiveness but it only seems to ware me down more, on the inside.
I am 19 years young, born & raised in Cali. I live with my fiance in Canyon Country and I love him with everything I've got :). He is my life support I have suffered from pain back since I can remember as a child. As the days have passed, it has turned to Chronic back pain. I was told many years ago that I has scoliosis. On another note, I also have mild depression, NO self esteem, and I am a very anger person inside so I tend to come off edgy. I have to admit I am not the same person I was 5 years
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I love being with my hubby, he is the fire to my candle as it lights me through to the tunnel (hopefully that light at the end isn't a train). I love to right dirt bikes, snowboard, write poetry, and I enjoy playing with my kitties.
I love being with my hubby, he is the fire to my candle as it lights me through to the tunnel (hopefully
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I commend you for changing. I too was the OW AND cheating spouse. I lost everything because of it. I did get involved in a new relationship and yes we both were single. I unfortunately found out that he was cheating on me. Yes the shoe was put on the other foot and I did not much care for it. I confronted my finace and he seems to be trying to change. Now here is where it gets complicated once again. I find myself yet once again in an affair. I am once again the OW having an affair with a MM. I think change is possible but it seems that I have fallen back into old habits. I am not sure of anything but I hope that I get the courage to break this one off at some point also. I wish you luck on your lifes journey.
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Welcome to DS! I hope you find it as wonderfully helpful as I do! I'm here a lot if you ever want to talk, need to vent, or need some ears/eyes... Much love, Lisa
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Welcome to DS! Hope you can find the help and support here that you need! =) Loves ~Liz
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Close Asthma
Type: Adult AsthmaI was diagonosed at 4 with asthma and I have been on so many different medications.
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- Advair Somewhat Helpful
- It helped but I was consentally getting sick, it weakened my immune system.
- Albuterol Working / Worked
- My Albuterol inhaler is my life support
- Inhaler Working / Worked
- LOVE THEM, I wouldn't be able to do anything with out it.
- Pulmicort Working / Worked
- Better than Advair
- Singulair Working / Worked
- I have been on this my whole life and never had any side effects. If I dont take it, I can tell my breathing gets worse.
- Singulair Working / Worked
- I love this I have been on this my whole life and I have not ever had any side effects. They do make a chewable tablet. It can be chewed or swallowed.
Close Back Pain
Oh my, I have had back pain as long as I can remember. It went from not so bad, to bad, to worse, to CHRONIC! I cant sleep anymore. I tose and turn. Crack after crack. Nothing helps, and if it does, it doesn't last long! I am really considering surgery if acupuncture doesn't work!
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- Acupuncture Considering
- Heat Somewhat Helpful
- Ibuprofen Somewhat Helpful
- Physical Therapy Considering
- Stretching Somewhat Helpful
- Surgery Considering
Open Infidelity
My case is not that I have been cheated on, but I am the cheater. I absolutely do not believe in that stupid quote "Once a cheater always a cheater." I have changed my ways for the better and I feel great. But everyday my mistakes eats away at my slow beating heart and so it seems like I was given forgiveness but it only seems to ware me down more, on the inside.
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- Couples Counseling Considering
- Forgiveness Somewhat Helpful
- I was giving forgiveness but my mistakes still eat me way at my heart.
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