Progress
45 %
Goal End Date is Sep 30, 09 53 days ago.
Current Weight (Lbs)
445
sparky82 
9:55am Thursday
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About Me
sparky82
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About Me
I TALKED TO MY MOM..
I TALKED TO MY MOM..
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Interests
I ENJOY WORKING WITH THE ELDERLY. I DO A LOT OF VOLUNTEER WORK AT A LOCAL NURSING HOME. I ALSO DO A LOT OF READING. I ENJOY CRAFTS. I LIKE TO PLEASE PEOPLE CAUSE THEN I THINK THEN THEY WILL LIKE.
I ENJOY WORKING WITH THE ELDERLY. I DO A LOT OF VOLUNTEER WORK AT A LOCAL NURSING HOME. I ALSO DO A LOT
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Recent Activity
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23 journal comments, 10 hugs given, 7 hugs received, 2 journal posts
Yesterday
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sparky82 commented on bremcac’s journal entry Journal Entry for November 20, 2009 1:45am
Yeah they say docs know best and sometimes I believe them and sometimes I know myself best. Its all the…
Friday
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sparky82 gave coolkidrthomas an I'm with you 9:57am
Even though I am not exactly in your shoes in this exact moment. I can kind of relate to how u r feeling.…
Thursday
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sparky82 gave Sedonabell a hug 7:57pm
I have hope for you that you'll make it through this. *hugs*…
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sparky82 commented on Sedonabell’s journal entry UGH 7:55pm
I totally agree with hopeless 123. There is a reason u r here and u may never know it. But i know when…
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sparky82 gave hopeless123 a hug 2:22pm
i'm so proud of u. u r doing a great job of taking care of your self and your needs i love u *hugs*…
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Journal
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Hugbook
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Superhero Status
thanks. i'll try to talk to someone today about it. i'm afraid i'm going to have to go to a professional. I can't ignore it any longer. love you. xx
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Superhero Status
you know what for. thank you
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Kiss
Hope you used mouthwash first! heheheheheh
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Ray of Sunshine
TIME TO CHANGE YOUR STATUS! HEHE. LUV U!
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Little Love
Do you remember the letter you sent me yesterday. About a past conversation. Your aunt? My dad? Go read my journal! I praise you for remembering that. I love you so very much. Miracles happen and you reminded me to talk to him. God bless you little angel. I won't forget this. This is one of the best days of my life!
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Loneliness
I have never had a true friend my whole life. I have been moving from place to place since the age of 12. I am a 27 yo female and I have only had acquaintances. I don't even have the support of my mom. I sometimes have the support of my dad. I have never been in a relationship either.
Close Self-Injury
Because I have used cutting as a coping mechanism in the past and I am struggling with not doing it right now and I need support
Treatments
- Group Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- Have been forced to leave because of self-injury
- Outpatient Treatment Program Somewhat Helpful
- They give up on me or I give up on them or my insurance dosen't cover it.
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- have a hard time trusting because I have been hurt by so many therapists time and time again. but I know that every one is different. But I keep moving from place to place that it is hard to start over all the time.
- Red Marker Not Working
- Dosen't hurt
- Rubber Bands Not Working
- Dosen't hurt
- Squeezing Ice Working / Worked
- melts
- Talking Working / Worked
- I can never find someone who understands, someone who has (walked a mile in my shoes)
- Plendil Somewhat Helpful
- Some of them I have found helpful and then some of them make me way to sedated
Open Families & Friends Of Addicts
because i need to learn healthy ways to deal with my moms addictions other than cutting and overeating
Treatments
- Abuse Counseling Somewhat Helpful
- sometimes they tell me what could you have done differently
- Al-Anon Considering
- I don't know i haven't tried it yet
- Patience Somewhat Helpful
- because i have somewhat addiction in my past but it still dosen't excuse her behavior while she is using
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- still trying
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- talking with her is not a good thing until she is ready to listen but i do have people to talk to when i need to so that's good
- Writing Not Working
- I am always afraid of someone finding and reading it. cause one of my foster brothers read it one time
