CrystalSpun's Journal

Well, this should surely be happy blog as I am about to go to Switzerland to see one of my best friends of all time, but I cannot feel happy at the moment.

Even though I try to assure myself that I don't care what anybody thinks, I do and no matter how far away from school I am the guilt is never far behind.

So I want to try and say sorry to anybody I hurt when I was being selfish and thinking too much of what other people in my year thought (a confusing sentence that).

I feel guilty because I said some stuff that I shouldn't have. I gave into peer pressure and I shouldn't have. I'm sorry too, I feel like I don't make enough of an effort with our friendship sometimes.

So I am off t'airport.

K xoxo