Day 1
I AM NOT BINGING TOMORROW.
I am known as the "happy person" in my group who is never stressed or has a care in the world. "Paula, how do you do it?" My friends have asked me on more than one occasion. I guess that just shows what a great liar I am because behind closed doors I am so unhappy with my life. Thinking of "happy people" I would put myself FAAAR down the list. I have given myself the (impossible?) task of losing two stone in 109 days ... until I see him. If you're wondering who "he" is ... looooong story. Brief synopsis, I love him, we had a "thing" Now he has a girlfriend. I'll see him in 109 days and I have to look perfect for him. I can't continue to spiral out of control with my eating.
I am known as the "happy person" in my group who is never stressed or has a care in the world. "Paula, how do you do it?" My friends have asked me on more than one occasion. I guess that just shows what a great liar I am because behind closed doors I am so unhappy with my life. Thinking of "happy people" I would put myself FAAAR down the list. I have given myself the (impossible?) task of losing two stone in 109 days ... until I see him. If you're wondering who "he" is ... looooong story. Brief synopsis,
Films from the 1980's And ALLL types of music!
Films from the 1980's And ALLL types of music!
I AM NOT BINGING TOMORROW.
Every time I am on the brink of a carby sugary binge, I have to think of this list.
Reasons why I want to weigh 50KG by Christmas.
1. I …
A bouquet of flowers to welcome you to our group.
Good luck on your goal! I'm with you on this.
Progress
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I have had food issues since I was 12 - 13. After a year od rapid weight loss I went to a councillor. Got "better" but now my eating disorder has just manifested itself as binge eating instead of not eating at all. My binge eating has completely taken over my life. Whenever I am not eating I can't think of anything else. Whenever I start binging however, my mind goes blank. It is the most terrifying thing to know that I can't even control what goes into my body. I feel so helpless.