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sami51 
Well, my son got out of the detox/rehab center he was in. Had no where else to go, so because he going to his Dad's next week, I told him he could stay here until then. He got home monday evening. He seemed okay, just tired and bummed out. Claims he never wants to use again. he had to go to 3 meetings a day in there/that he is sick of them and says he will go to an NA meeting this Friday...the one he used to go to last fall. He is very depressed and doesn't see any use in going on. he doesn't want to talk to anyone about it, other than me. he has tons of problems and situations due to his drug use and now, facing it all seems unsermountable (sp?) I told him he can only work on one thing at a time and right now it has to be him. He can try to start finding solutions to his problesm one at a time. I know how he feels! i have lots of problems right now too but I try to get up everyday and get something accomplished! I too am depressed. His problems have spilled over into my life and I feel like everything is falling apart! But I have to keep going, right? can't let it get me down! Thank God for my daughter! she is very supportive and loving and has a good head on her shoulders. I know my son is nervous about going to see his dad. They havn't spent any time together in the last 15 years or so. His dad is a decent guy if somewhat remise in his parenting. I know he won't put up with any bullshit and should be a good influence on my son. But I'm sure it will feel a little awkward at first. I hope its the best thing for him right now. Staying around this town isn't good because of all the triggers. I am worried about him. I hope he doesn't do anything stupid. I sure wish we could each get one "do over" in our lifetime.
