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am literally crying. y did she have to say that..is she that jealous?? such a bitchy thing to do. now he is mad, all he could say is " she you around" two days before my second op. i need him and he is pushing away at the one thing that rocks us, kieran. i wish he would talk to me, he is ignoring me and i hate it, i havent done anything. i feel sick. i think im going to be

wow.. interesting night.

anyway. i love him. i know i do. its nice.

xxx