March 9, 2009
As I got to work today, my cell phone began to ring. I saw that it was my mother-in-law but couldn't take the call as I get no cell phone …
I am a speech/language pathologist working in the schools. Our beautiful baby girl, Jillian, was born on August 9, 2008. We woke up on 1/12/09, just like any other day. Jillian went to the babysitter's house and didn't wake up from her morning nap...SIDS. I know that my husband and I will survive this devastation as we are strong, courageous, and devoted to each other.
I am a speech/language pathologist working in the schools. Our beautiful baby girl, Jillian, was born on August 9, 2008. We woke up on 1/12/09, just like any other day. Jillian went to the babysitter's house and didn't wake up from her morning nap...SIDS. I know that my husband and I will survive this devastation as we are strong, courageous, and devoted to each other.
working out, talking on the phone, watching reality tv, reading
working out, talking on the phone, watching reality tv, reading
As I got to work today, my cell phone began to ring. I saw that it was my mother-in-law but couldn't take the call as I get no cell phone …
Today I am doing alright. We went to church this morning and on the way out the priest asked how we held up during the homily. I said …
Hey sweetie, how are you doing? Just wanted to say thank so much for the vidoe monitor, I love it!! It works great!!! I hope you are feeling well!!! I am so excited for january to get here, I want to meet these babies!!! Luv ya hun!!
Audrey will be gone from us three months tomorrow...it is so hard. I'm sure that her being 10 months today was not an easy day...none really are but those special days are even worse. I am thinking about you.
I am totally with you about seeing babies and pregnant ladies. And, baby boys don't bother me...it is just little girls that remind me so much of my Audrey. It is just so hard. I some days feel that I have a bullseye on my head saying I lost a baby...and other times when people are talking about their families and their children or complaining, "oh just wait until you have kids..." I feel like I really, really need that bullseye for everyone to see. This just stinks.
Sorry for you loss. Jillian is beautiful. I lost my daughter, Lindsey, 04/09/2009. I'm here if you ever need to talk.
Hugs to you and your family!!
My husband and I lost our five-month old daughter, Jillian, to SIDS on 1/12/09.