Teresa
May 14, 2009 3:53pm
I am alive today. It's Thursday & I lost Teresa Monday morning. It's not set in yet, because of the flow of traffic into my …
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Bruiser 
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About Me
Bruiser
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About Me
I barely get by just going through the motions. I hate my life, & God continues to punish me daily because i cant give in & just say yes.
I barely get by just going through the motions. I hate my life, & God continues to punish me daily because i cant give in & just say yes.
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Interests
figuring out my place in this world. I dont want the world, just to understand mine a little better.
figuring out my place in this world. I dont want the world, just to understand mine a little better.
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progress
March 29, 2009 6:03pm
I have begin logging questions and writing a letter to my grapdmother. It is a long progress, because my thoughts and questions come in …
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am i doing enough?
March 29, 2009 6:00pm
I am a sad creature of habit. My goal is to get down to about 200-220 lbs. I weigh about 250, but even though I'm not losing …
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my kids
March 9, 2009 10:52am
I have 2 kids. A 11 year old daughter named Emilee, and a 7 year old son named David. I have not a part of there lives now for …
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Me
March 7, 2009 1:01pm
I'm not really sure how to, what to, or how much I could say here. Obviously, the intention here is to heal in some fashion through …
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Bipolar Disorder
I have many demons. I am a good person, want to be a good husband/father, but it is difficult because i struggle so much with my every day life that i fear i'll hurt more people than i already have. I can go on forever here.
Treatments
- Geodon Somewhat Helpful
- gave me the shakes
- Group Therapy Working / Worked
- Im doing individual, and it works somewhat
- Lithium Working / Worked
- this worked well
- Wellbutrin Somewhat Helpful
- dont remember because im not on anything right now
Close Physical & Emotional Abuse
I have been the victim and aggressor in a bad relationship. I struggle with my temper, because i hope & pray i never get to the point i was at during this time. I almost killed a woman pregnant with my own child.
Treatments
- Leave Working / Worked
- She is/was like a drug for me and the more we just talk on the phone the better. Its hard some times for me to be around her.
- Music Working / Worked
- It's silly, but the heavier & louder the music, the more relaxed I was.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Have been doing this for 6 months now. Im progressing
- Talking Working / Worked
- If i can talk about it with others going through it it helps
Open Depression
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