September 10, 2009
September 10, 2009 10:40pm
Each day I'm more convinced that nobody cares, about anything. Today I went to my psychiatrist, she put me on Risperidone and Lexapro. She's …
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EmoAngel1 
12:52pm, October 30, 2009
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About Me
EmoAngel1
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About Me
Well, Isolated, some days I'm depressed, others I'm semi normal. I see myself, sometimes, as a monster, I long to look good. I see myself as a complete and total screw up, I am. I have a few close friends who don't judge me. I don't judge anybody no matter what. I'm fairly open minded about any subject. I'm also not afraid to speak my mind about anything. I'm not hard to get along with, but I do snap easily. Anything else about me can be found out through friendship, If anybody wants to even take the time to get to know me.
Well, Isolated, some days I'm depressed, others I'm semi normal. I see myself, sometimes, as a monster, I long to look good. I see myself as a complete and total screw up, I am. I have a few close friends who don't judge me. I don't judge anybody no matter what. I'm fairly open minded about any subject. I'm also not afraid to speak my mind about anything. I'm not hard to get along with, but I do snap easily. Anything else about me can be found out through friendship, If anybody wants to even take
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Interests
Skating, guitar, I try poetry, I love reading poetry though. I love animals, I have 8 of my own; three dogs, three cats, a turtle, and a gecko. I just sometimes like watching the sunset, alone, although I wish I wasn't. There's alot more I'm interested In, but that's too much to type here.
Skating, guitar, I try poetry, I love reading poetry though. I love animals, I have 8 of my own; three
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Rough days...
September 10, 2009 2:05am
Well, I haven't been able to get on the Internet in the past few months due to current problems. Sadly, things for me just keep going downhill. …
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Another day...
March 13, 2009 11:55pm
Another day and just more frustration, memories and pain. I've always been told things happen for a reason but I've spent so much of my time …
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Love & Hugs. I'm here for you.
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Thanks, you too:)
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I'm sorry you're feeling so bad. Here's a little love for you. HUGE HUGS
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Support Groups
Close Loneliness
Ever since I was little I was always joyful, until I turned 6 and started realizing what was going on. Ever since then I've always been Isolated, I don't talk much anymore. I'm just always feeling alone and as If nobody really cared about me, It really seems that way too.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Considering
Close Self-Injury
Ever sincce 2 summers ago, I started cutting, doing risky things not caring I could really get hurt. I cut becuase It honestly feelsa good and takes my mind off of all my problems, also It's a way I deal with anger. I've tried to stop by myself, never works. I still do cut though, with razor blades, knives anything sharp...
Treatments
- Group Therapy Too Soon to Tell
- Just got Into It.
- Outpatient Treatment Program Too Soon to Tell
- Just got Into the program.
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- I just got Into actual counseling. It's way too soon to tell.
- Red Marker Not Working
- Didn't work at all, I tried It and It's not the same. You don't get the feeling, that's what I crave.
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- I can't talk about everything, even If I did, It doesn't solve anything.
Open Anger Management
Ever since I was little I've always had a problem with anger. Reason for that is still unknown. It's always getting me In trouble and the smallest things get me fired up.
Open Depression - Teen
Not always am I depressed but I do have to say I spend most the time depressed, Isolated and just extremely irritable. Sometimes I know why, Others I have no Idea whatsoever as to why.
Treatments
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- Keeps mind distracted for a while.
Open High School Stress
Everyday at school i'm surrounded by egotistical ppl, I'm tired of It. everybody thinks they're so much better than me. Dating at my school Is hell. Teachers, as well as family, expect way too much out of me.
Open Insomnia
So many sleepless nights although, I'm not sure why. I'm starting therapy next week for all of my problems so maybe I'll get better(doubt It) but It's worth a try and I get answers.I'm hoping this group might be able to help out a bit.
Treatments
- Reading Not Working
- I got bored, always put down the book and ended up doing something else.
Open Migraine Headaches
I've had migraine headaches and chronic daily headaches for a long time and It gets In the way of so much of my life. I'm just hoping the Topamax works.
Treatments
- Topamax Too Soon to Tell
- Makes me always sleepy and I've only started taking It about 4 days ago.
Open ADHD / ADD
I was recently diagnosed with ADD/ADHD, my mom refused to let me take any of the medications prescribed, so i deal on my own. It's a real pain.
Open Bipolar Disorder - Teen
Treatments
Open Personality Disorders
Type: Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)EmoAngel1 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.
