Journal

I really need this group.  I find myself drawing strength from it.  I know it is God I am getting my strength from but he lead my parents to the group and then me.  The people in it warm my heart.  I find myself crying while reading someones entries.  I am truely touched!  For anyone reading this if your not a member I encourage you to join.  The Lord is in that group I felt him when I was there...I need this:)   I hope that anyone who visits this group will be respectful of those who are in it.

My family have been under alot of stress lately.  My Mom and Dad havent been feeling well for a while now, my Aunt Linda is in the hospital again, and my husband just lost someone very close to the family.  While trying to understand and pray and cope, myself and my family are working on forgiveness.  (and I'll just leave it at that)  I've had such a bad summer.  I've lost my best friend and am having a really hard time with that still.  I dream she is still alive and I am trying everything I can to keep everyone from falling asleep so we don't lose her again.  She just recently had a birthday and I assume that would be why.  I'm doing alot of praying for everyone and myself.