Journal Entry for March 10, 2009
March 10, 2009 3:40pm
Today I went to the MAP (medical assistance program) office to set an appointment for a new application. I did okay, actually I …
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amandabenge
12:08am, March 14, 2009
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About Me
amandabenge
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About Me
I am married to a wonderful, supportive man, and am going to be graduating in December with my Associates degree in Computer Networking. I have been having problems evern since I turned 18. First they were small issues, then I graduated to promiscious ways. I am not proud of what I have done, and found out why it was and still is diffucult for me to hold down a job for longer than a couple of months. If anyone has any ideas or advice, please do not hesistate to leave me a message, or a hug. Thanks.
I am married to a wonderful, supportive man, and am going to be graduating in December with my Associates degree in Computer Networking. I have been having problems evern since I turned 18. First they were small issues, then I graduated to promiscious ways. I am not proud of what I have done, and found out why it was and still is diffucult for me to hold down a job for longer than a couple of months. If anyone has any ideas or advice, please do not hesistate to leave me a message, or a hug. Thanks.
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They used to be, walking, camping, hanging out with friends and family, and swimming. Now I rarely eat with my family, and my anxiety seems to take over when out in public.
They used to be, walking, camping, hanging out with friends and family, and swimming. Now I rarely eat
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Journal Entry for March 9, 2009
March 9, 2009 10:16pm
Well, I just fot done with school and ma about to head home. I almost lost it only once. Thank godness we were going to break. I …
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Journal Entry for March 9, 2009
March 9, 2009 1:31pm
Today, I start back at school.I am so scared, but will do good I hope. I go to ITT and it is always crowded. I hope my buspar will …
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Journal Entry for March 8, 2009
March 8, 2009 3:23am
Saturday started off really great. I got plenty of sleep, and went over to my mom's house to visit. After we got back …
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Amanda, I went through what you did last summer. I could barely drag myself out of bed. I had complete anxiety about leaving the house. I hope you get through it. I know what you are going through. If you want to talk, just leave me a message. Kathryn
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I've been meaning to send you a message for a while now thanking you for your wonderfully supportive message. I hope the Lamictal helps you; I take it twice a day and find it definitely makes life better. Finding the right med for you may take some trial & error, but it is SO worth it when you do. Keep breathing in public - we can fight our grocery store armies together! (grin) BIG HUGS to you! xx Elienne
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Hi Amanda -- How are you doing? Are you having any success with the Lamictal? I guess it may still be too soon to tell. I hope you're having a great day! : )
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Close Anxiety
I have been diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder, and BiPolar type 2. I have been put pn medication, but have lost both my job and car. I am in search of support ans friendship.
Treatments
- Breathwork Working / Worked
- Whenever I start to feel myself getting overly anxious, I stop, remove myself from the situation, and do breathing exercises. This has worked some of the times.
- BuSpar Too Soon to Tell
- I have been put pn buspar, but have not been taking it long enough to see a difference yet.
Close Bipolar Disorder
I was diagnosed with bipolar type 2 and generalized anxiety disorder recently, and am having a hard time coping with it. I have good days and bad days. It is so hard for everyone in my family, because they do not know if I am going to be up or down at any given day.
Treatments
- Lamictal Somewhat Helpful
- I just started taking it, so I have not noticed any change yet.
Open High Blood Pressure
I have had high blood pressure since I can remember. I was on cardizem for awhile, then got dropped from my insurance. So naturally, no more meds. That was about seven years ago. I just got put on Lisinopril a couple of weeks ago and am going strong.
Treatments
- Fish Oil Too Soon to Tell
- Just started taking them.
- Lisinopril/HCTZ Working / Worked
- I have been on Lisinopril for about 2 weeks now, and my bp is coming slowly but surely.
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