Progress
25 %
time without SI (days)
166
time without (month)
6
halfwolven 
9:49pm
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About Me
halfwolven
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About Me
the word id use to describe myself is...different. i've always felt like i don't belong, like im some sort of alien. i love being weird. im a nerd, and i adore it. im creative and intelligent and funny, but i feel alone all the time. im a very good writer, and i feel like i was born to be a filmmaker. i go to community college right now. im an english major. i am in the US Army. my MOS is 68W, combat medic, and i leave for basic at the end of december. i am very excited. HOOAHH!
the word id use to describe myself is...different. i've always felt like i don't belong, like im some sort of alien. i love being weird. im a nerd, and i adore it. im creative and intelligent and funny, but i feel alone all the time. im a very good writer, and i feel like i was born to be a filmmaker. i go to community college right now. im an english major. i am in the US Army. my MOS is 68W, combat medic, and i leave for basic at the end of december. i am very excited. HOOAHH!
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Interests
reading, writing, watching movies and television. im so addicted to MASH. it's just my favorite show ever. i adore dancing, and love to sing. i like rain, and folk rock. actually, i like all rock. im fanatical about Lord of the Rings. im way into fantasy in general. and sci fi. woot. i am a nerd. ^-^
reading, writing, watching movies and television. im so addicted to MASH. it's just my favorite show
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Recent Activity
Recently:
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3 hugs given, 2 hugs received, 1 journal comment
Yesterday
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halfwolven gave CJB127 a prayer 9:54pm
hey hun saw your post. im praying for you, and im so glad you're getting help! *HUGS*…
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halfwolven gave intheblues a hug 9:50pm
don't sweat it, i appreciate you trying to cheer me up. i feel a bit better now, after sitting on the…
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halfwolven updated their status 9:49pm
feeling marginally better...i guess…
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halfwolven changed their mood to Bad 10:19am
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halfwolven gave intheblues a hug 1:57am
sorry, my friend gave me some bad news yesterday and i guess it's just got me down. i'll probably feel…
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Hugbook
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Hug
It's always times I make a comment like that, it's the ONE time I shouldn't. Hear if you want to talk.
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Funny Face
no shit mood allowed!!!!
Chicken Soup
im here if ya need a chat :)
Hug
I hope ur doing well!!!
I’m With You
re added you. Must have been a systems glitch on the site or something. Lots of hugs
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Self-Injury
i first started scratching myself when i was 17. it started out very slowly but now, two years later, it's gotten very bad. i have many forms of SI (i.e. skin biting, scab picking, etc.). i just...couldn't cope. still can't. this is how i deal. but it's unhealthy, so that's why im here.
Treatments
- Faith Working / Worked
- im not alone. i really feel like im that way, but im not. God knows me better than anybody, and always listens. always. it helps to know i always have a friend.
- Rubber Bands Somewhat Helpful
- i do it when i want to cut or scratch. the thing is, i have to do it pretty much all day and my wrists get sore and read. it's an okay replacement, but it doesn't have the release i crave. it's just a less effective form of SI.
- Sleep Somewhat Helpful
- when i get the urge to hurt myself, and am trying to fight it off, sometimes i just go to sleep. that way i can't do anything. and when i wake up, i usually feel a lot better. i always wake up in a better mood than i fall alseep in.
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- it doesn't always keep me from self injuring, but a lot of the time it really helps me get my feelings out. it relieves some of the tension and lets me get all the anger out.
- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
Open Military Families
i have a lot of military in my family. my uncle is currently serving in Iraq. he's in the army. one of my best friends just joined the marines. i joined the army this year and am going to basic at the very end of december. im a staunch patriot, and im determined to serve and protect my country.
Open Eating Disorders
Type: Anorexiamy scale is not my friend. im more likely to have food problems if i gain a pound, or if i feel stressed or bad about myself. i weigh myself everyday. i can't help it, i have to. if i eat more than 1000 calories a day i spazz out. i don't purge anymore, but i used to. i guess i have made some progress in that sense. still, im eating less these days.....
Treatments
- Running Somewhat Helpful
- if i exercise its easier for me to eat because i feel like im burning calories and i can afford it.
