cbowser's Journal

Today is the day before my surgery, and for those who have already been there you know the routine....liquid diet, bowel prep, and alot of thinking. I woke up this morning feeling a little depressed and drained. I know its just due to the nerves for tomorrow so I just have to get over it. I just cant help but to wonder if I am doing the right thing and if I am ready to handle the whole recovery process. It doesnt help that I have never had surgery, a broken bone, or anything, so this whole process is very stressful to me. Once this is over I can only hope that I can put all of this behind me. The time is coming faster than I had anticipated all I have left is the hope for a successful laparoscopic surgery and a speedy recovery. I will post again when I am released from the hospital. Thanks for the support.