mothers day
May 8, 2009 5:13pm
well mothers day is just around the corner I dont even want there to be a mothers day this year i wish i could just stay in bed with the covers over …
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About Me
njj1970
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About Me
I live in a small rural town in utah I have 2 kids teenagers My Mom passed away on january 23 she was 58 I am her only living child My big brother passed away when I was 17 he was 18 My parents were divorced a year after my brother died My mom was bipolar and she struggled with many addictions alcohol, & drugs
I live in a small rural town in utah I have 2 kids teenagers My Mom passed away on january 23 she was 58 I am her only living child My big brother passed away when I was 17 he was 18 My parents were divorced a year after my brother died My mom was bipolar and she struggled with many addictions alcohol, & drugs
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I like to garden I have many different pets I would really like to go back to school and learn something new
I like to garden I have many different pets I would really like to go back to school and learn something
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tomorrow is going to be tough
March 5, 2009 1:26am
tomorrow Im going to my moms house Im really scared that I will completly lose it . why does everything have to be so hard my Moms gone and now there …
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Journal Entry for March 3, 2009
March 3, 2009 2:17pm
just over a month ago I lost my mom she died on january 23 2009 at home in her bed the doctor said that she had a heart attack. My relationship with …
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Greetings. The rainbow is something you can not see or believe it's coming, but it will. My heart goes out to you and the feeling of loss is difficult to endure, especially alone. But I understand loss. My father died when I was 17 (he was 58) and my Mother died March, 2008 (she was 85). The depth of the feelings are indescribable. I pray that you find relief, even for a few moments. Hannah
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Thank you so much for joining us.. I pray that you find new friends and a place to share your voice and many resources here. I am here anytime you would like to talk. Laura
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Thank you, for understanding. I hope your right.
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sorry for your loss....hope you find support here. i understand the bereavement support group is wonderful
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Close Bereavement
when I was 17 I lost my brother my only sibling. my parents got divorced shortly after that my mother battled with depression most of my life and she had many addictions then about 8 yrs. ago she started using meth & got hooked then in January she died I feel completly alone everyone from my childhood is gone
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- Crying Working / Worked
- Getting Angry Working / Worked
- I get in my car and drive where there is noone around and I scream untill my throat hurts it does help release some of the pain
- Pets Somewhat Helpful
- Reading Working / Worked
- Remembering Working / Worked
Close Adoption
my mom was adopteed and I know that she always wondered where she came from she struggled all of her life with many things she passed away in January and I am just trying to find answers for her and me
Open Meth Addiction & Recovery
my mom got into meth about 8 years ago she went to jail several times her house was raided by the drug task force twice are relationship really suffered because of it I tried to be there for her but I was so mad at her she stopped calling she forgot about me and my kids all of her so called friends used her and stoled from her she would call me from jail freaking out. the last year and a half she was doing a little better then on January 23 she had a heart attack & died she was 58
Open Motherless Children
I lost my mom on jan. 23 I am completly lost without her I dont know what Im supposed to do I feel like Im missing a huge part of myself and theres no way I will ever get it back
Open Families & Friends Of Addicts
my mom was an addict & now she's gone
