its been a while...
November 24, 2009 10:58pm
this has been one of the worst months of my life...my parents descided to sit me down and tell me that they are getting …
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NothinElseMatters
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About Me
NothinElseMatters
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About Me
Im faith, uh i love Jesus, my friends and Death metal.
Im faith, uh i love Jesus, my friends and Death metal.
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Thursday
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NothinElseMatters and TiredLittleTanager are now friends 2:42pm
Wednesday
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NothinElseMatters and DrSuess are now friends 4:52pm
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NothinElseMatters updated their status 4:37pm
off to another restless day...when will they all just stop!…
Tuesday
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NothinElseMatters wrote a journal entry updating their stop cutting goal 10:58pm
this has been one of the worst months of my life...my parents descided to sit me down and tell me that…
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NothinElseMatters updated their status 10:47pm
off to another sleepless night...so much on my mind..its all my fault…
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its been a little bit...
June 15, 2009 8:42pm
its been a few daying and i am on edge because i have been going though some tough stuff and i want to cut so bad i have contemplated it.....but i …
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okay here we go!
June 7, 2009 11:04pm
this is my first day of not cutting!
i have doing it way to much and it is starting to get dangerous...
along with no more cutting im also going to …
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APUS History
May 4, 2009 9:29pm
Im having a hard time with anxiety and strees with a test that i am taking in a few days for ap history its very importaint to me and i need to do …
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my list of shit...
April 13, 2009 8:31pm
well i thought i'd list out all the shit that my doctors diagnosed me with....
supposedly i have
add
adhd
pmdd
manic depression
bipolarism
morbid …
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Ray of Sunshine
I'm good! How're you?! ^_^
Little Love
Hang in there, and remember you have tons of support and love here just waiting for you...
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Little Love
Hope you feel better xxxx
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Hug
Noticed your stat. Hope you're doing ok.
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I’m With You
I know EXACTLY how it feels to have all of these different doctors telling you that you have all of these different things! Good luck with that! xxx
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Goal End Date is Mar 28, 09 246 days ago.Current Weight (Lbs)1,000,000 -
Support Groups
Close Bisexuality
i have the hardest time with this one. i was raped when i was younger so i have never really liked guys because i don't want to ever get hurt again so i went throu this phase where i was a full out lesbian but it didnt work bcasue i am a christian and it doesnt match up with what i believe, but i did it anyway.....i thing guys are grose and until one comes along to change my mind.....i am just bi now because i don't want to be gay and i don't like it but i find no pleasure in guys!
Close Acne
i have had acne for what seems like forever. it is all over my face body arms legs everywhere...i have used everything and nothing seems to work...like i said they put me on accutane and it was horrible...
Treatments
- Accutane Not Working
- cause me to be severly depressed messed with my hormones i wanted to kill my self frpom it and i even trie it but thank god my mom pulled me off before i went to far detox was hell i thought i was going to die it felt like when i used drugs and had to detox off them it was hell!!!
- AcneFree Not Working
- absolutely horrible harsh smelly gritty nasty stuff
- Benzaclin Not Working
- im actually allergic to benziol peroxide i wish i new before
- Benzoyl Peroxide Not Working
- wiked allergic
- Dermabrasion Working / Worked
- caused me to break out more
- Differin Not Working
- um made my acne even worse cause stomach aches really bad to the point of puking
- Minocycline Somewhat Helpful
- taking it now but with an ED it doesnt work because you have to eat before or it will make you sic
- Proactiv Not Working
- hated it itchy red puffy skin
- Retin-A Not Working
- stupid
- Tetracycline Not Working
- just like all the other ones didnt work
- Washing Working / Worked
- do it every day twice a day like a normal humann is supposed to anyway
Open Anxiety
i have sever anxiety but i refuse to take meds i have seen what it has done to my friends and i refuse!! i have multiple panic attacts and i am stressed out all day every day
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depressioni have sever depression and i am suicidal. there is not a moment in a day where i dont think that life would be better without me...everyone would be happy without me and i bring down people with all my shit
Open Bipolar Disorder
i also call it manic depression i am up and down my life is like a fucking rollercoaster, i laugh with my friends and then i turn around to cry i know its sounds stupid but inside is not what shows on the outside!
Open Anger Management
i have anger problems but i keep them in and thats what the problem is...storing and hurting i have out breaks of hatred toward myself and people around me...
Open Body Modification
i love bod mod i am addicted. i have 20 piercings and two home made tats, i have my ears stretched to 1/2' and i love them!!! i want more and more and more its dangerous
Open Dyslexia
it makes me feel so stupid it cant read in class i mess numbers up in math i get so pissed! and its all my fault i dont know how but it is...
Open Rape
tough one to talk about so i wont if you really want to know you can ask me!
Open Sex / Pornography Addiction
it makes me sic to think and i hate it but i cant stop...
Open Self-Injury
i have been self injuring for about ten years now and im only 16 they all started after i was raped i felt worthless so i cut and burnned and hit and scratched i hurt myself in any way i could slamming my head off walls everything.....i have tried to stop but i have never over the ten years i went to the hospital a few months ago because i cut my wrist too deep and almost bled out even though i was trying too...
Open Smoking Addiction & Recovery
i love smoking its great it releive stress and it just feels so good...i have no intentions on stoping!
