Traying to stay in the moment
August 20, 2009 2:47pm
I have been all over the place for the past few weeks. It is really getting old. I feel like there is nothing I can do but try and live with it for …
trixey
11:36am, October 10, 2009
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About Me
trixey
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About Me
I'm an open minded woman, looking for support in a variety of areas in my life. I have type 1 diabetes, and have been diagnosed w/ type 2 bipolar.I have chronic back &neck pain from being thrown out of a car when I was 17. I'm also in recovery for drug addiction, I do believe in a higher power, and know that you are the only one who can change yourself.I have made huge changes in my life and know that there is always the oppertunity for growth. I would love to be able to start school and eventualey own an animal shelter.I'm trying to accept and find a way through all of this to get to myself.
I'm an open minded woman, looking for support in a variety of areas in my life. I have type 1 diabetes, and have been diagnosed w/ type 2 bipolar.I have chronic back &neck pain from being thrown out of a car when I was 17. I'm also in recovery for drug addiction, I do believe in a higher power, and know that you are the only one who can change yourself.I have made huge changes in my life and know that there is always the oppertunity for growth. I would love to be able to start school and eventualey
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Interests
I love music and dancing.I'm a wonderful cook any kind of food, I enjoy art. I like riding my bike going on hikes w/my boyfriend and hanging out w/my dog. I love animals and nature. Oh and road trips. Really traveling of any kind.
I love music and dancing.I'm a wonderful cook any kind of food, I enjoy art. I like riding my bike going
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Journal Entry for March 14, 2009
March 14, 2009 7:24pm
Sarting back to day one.I have to be honest no matter how hard it hurts.So there it is I smoked and drank on friday the 13 things are ok so far the …
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Today the 9th of March
March 9, 2009 11:52pm
Today started out tough.That lasted throughout until 7:30pm.I was able to reach out to someone that I would like to call a friend a sister in …
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Thanks for checking on me.I just sent you a hug but not sure what happened to it.Things are going okay my son has been living on his own for 2 wks or so and I'm just stepping back and waiting (praying ) for him to fail so that he will surrender.I realize I could be waiting along time but I'm going to wait.It's the holidays I'm afraid of facing.I don't think I'd celebrate x-mas without my son being in my life.It's months away however time just goes by way to fast.Enough about me how are you doing????
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Go For It
Have a great time at the beach.I love the beach so much.Our summer is over so I wont be going to our local beach for awhile.My husband is planning on taking my son away for a few days.I hope everything goes to plan but you know how that goes.Keep busy and have a wonderful time on the beach!!P.s. love my therapist she is a sweetheart.Her brother passed away from oxy overdose in his early 20's so she understands the disease.Stay in touch !!
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Ray of Sunshine
Haven't heard from you and just wanted to check in to see how you are???
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Just a note that the deceiver is always present. I was back in Philly over the July 4th weekend (where I grew up and got my drugs even when I was living in Connecticut) and with over two years sober and what I thought a solid recovery, I found myself driving to the city looking to get high. G-d intervened and my brother-in-law called me and told me to come over and see the nephews. I turned around and that was that. The problem is why. I was kind of on an auto pilot. I still remember how bad it was and will be if I decide to use again and there I was. My sponsor yelled at me when I told him. He told me I need to work on issues I have with my mom who lives in Philly. I agreed. The obsession and compulsion has pretty much been taken away yet I found myself in dire straits. It was humbling and scary and made me very angry. We will have the fight of our lives on going for the rest of our lives. We have a choice now. There is a better way. Time to step up to the plate and take a swing. Prayers will be with you on your journey.
Shawn
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Thank you so much, what a wonderful supprize to come home after a long day at work and have a hug waiting for me. Have a Wonderful Evening. Chrystine (FAITH)
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Close Smoking Addiction & Recovery
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- Chantix Working / Worked
- For me at the time it did not work very well.I had some side affects like constant dry mouth and head aches in the morning.
- Cold Turkey Working / Worked
- It did work for a while but I didn't have a good support network.All of the classic withdraul problems
Close Diabetes Type 1
I was diegnosed w/type 1 when I was 18. I have had tramendouse ups and downs w/this disease.I have over come addiction,am working on my depression and other problems as well.I can handle most of the other things,but the diabetiese I just can't stand
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Open Heroin Addiction & Recovery
I was born an addict,started getting fucked up at 12 took anything and every thing found heroin and never looked back.That is what made me feel "normal",like everyone else did.Graduated to speedballs got sick of the coke.was in and out of detox a lot finaley got to the point where I didn't want to live anymore.Something bigger than all of us had something else in store for me.Been off of h for 2.5 yrs struggle some w/drinking and am titrating off suboxone.Got off methadone 5mo. ago
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