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I thank God its Sunday. I love this day most of all and I dont know why. I think its because its a day of rest as well as the best day to be with the Lord.
We went to church today and the paster asked us if we died today if we knew we were going to go to Heaven. we are pose to have ours eyes closed but for some reason I looked over at my son. He didnt raise his hand with the rest of us that knows we are. So in the car I asked him y he didnt raise his hand. He said he didnt know. I asked him if he's been saved he said yes. I asked him if he knew that Jeasus died for us and he said yes. So I asked him y he didnt raise his hand. He said he didnt know if he was going to go to Heaven. I dont know y he said that. But I'm pritty sure it has to do with all that is going on in our lives. I dont know if I can convice him that he is going to Heaven. Im going to talk with eather the youth pastor or a good friend of ours that goes to our church to talk to him. I know that between the two of them they can get thru to him.
I went and got my Christmas shopping done tonight. I got all but a few things woohoo. I have to get stocking stuffers but thats not to bad. The bummer thing is is we went to the storage unit today and got our Christmas stuff and we cant find one of the boxes and it just happens to be the one we need the most. its all of our orniments from the very first Christmas with the kids todate. Now we have to start all over again and the sad think is is i cant replace alot of them because they are dated thru the years. Babies first Christmas for both of the kids and so on. its going to be fun shopping for new ones but to me the tree just wont be the same.
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I took Maddie to see her dr. the other day and we started talking about Austin. She said that she thinks she can write a stronge enough letter to madicaid to get him into Oxbow, seeing as she used to be his dr. she wants his records from Dr. Pines so she can see whats going on. she also wants his po to write her a letter telling her whats going on with that part of his life. I really hope this works. I want my son to get the best treatment and I really beleave that Oxbow is the place.
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Most likely, Tami, the box ix still there, just buried somewhere. Don't give up hope yet. We wnet thru about 4 trees by the tiem the kids were grown up, loosing ornaments and lights and wreaths and all kinds of stuff over the years and we have lived in the same place for over 20 years. Go figure,..
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