Smigtastic32

Open Accidents

have been in 8 car accidents I have once been the driver Ive had whiplash to shards of glass in my face Leaving a graduation party I was blacked out and got in a car with a drunk driver we hit a telephone pole in a civic hatchback going about 50 I was seriouly injured I broke 11 of my 16 ribs (8 of those ribs multiple places) I collapsed both my lungs when the ribs made multiple punctures to my lungs I broke my hand in 2 places and I broke 3 bones in my back I lost one of my lungs because of it

Open Anxiety

From my previous drug use to my Depression and Self Injury and from all my car accidents I have anxiety daily sometimes worse than others... While driving Ive had to pull over and lay on the side of the road because I couldnt breathe and I thought I was going to die... I hate anxiety

Open Prescription Drug Abuse

I started at 15 doing ridilyn and adderall at school I also started doing painkillers in highschool too I was in a car accident where I broke 17 bones and had lots and lots of painkillers for months one day they cut me off and left me addicted I got em on the street for as long as I could eventually I went to adderall for about 1 and 1/2 years then got back into painkillers I ended up doing 4 or 5 80mg oxycotins aday now Im in a methadone clinic and have been there for 2yrs I cant get offit now

Open Marijuana Addiction & Recovery

I tried it first time the first day of summer after my freshman year and have been smokeing it since after about a year of it Ive been smokin it daily now for about 7 years now... IM just now trying not to smoke everyday and I havnt been lately It helps me sleep so I have been suffereing in that respect I still smoke many times a week.

Open Smoking Addiction & Recovery

Have been smoking since I was 14 and have never stopped I have one lung now because of a car accident that took one from me after my broken ribs punctured it in multiple places and I still smoke and cant stop even thought its gonna kill me much sooner than normal

Treatments

Cold Turkey Not Working

The longest I ever went was 3 days

Open Family Issues

I live with an extremely abusive mother she is so negative and is verbaly and emotionally abusive at times even physicaly She is constantly screamin atme and my siblings her words of choice l8tly are that Im a piece of shit loser withno future and Its my fault her life is shit Mydad left bout 2 years ago when he did he drained all the bankaccounts and took off. He was seing this other girl tellin her he loved her and what not he is currently taking our house and leaving his family homeless

Open Heroin Addiction & Recovery

I was in a bad car accident where I broke 11 ribs and lost a lung... I was on serious pain meds for months and then one day I wasnt giving a script nemore... I started buying oxy's (synthetic heroin made by the government) soon I was doint 400 miligrams aday = to 6 of the largest pills you can get I spent all my money from my accident on them and now Im stuck at a methadone clinic I cant get out of there ive been there for 2 and a half years and Im still fucked...