Hey, whaddup? I'm just a student going through some problems with growing up and self-identity. I am sorta a loser-ish guy who doesn't seem to have an aim in life. I really wasn't sure why I went to school for 14 years other than having fun and maybe learning something along the way. I never took learning seriously...like serious enough so that i could maybe form a career with it. I'm a shy guy and sort of boring without much of a foundation (as in a goal). I didn't do much as a kid like go camping or learn an instrument, play sports or go to events basically because my mom told me I was really unhealthy as a kid. I got sick really easily so she didn't push me to do anything. I don't think i have any special disorders, but I think i'm just a lazy guy who likes to go on the computer too much and somewhat hopeless about what to do with life.
Hey, whaddup? I'm just a student going through some problems with growing up and self-identity. I am sorta a loser-ish guy who doesn't seem to have an aim in life. I really wasn't sure why I went to school for 14 years other than having fun and maybe learning something along the way. I never took learning seriously...like serious enough so that i could maybe form a career with it. I'm a shy guy and sort of boring without much of a foundation (as in a goal). I didn't do much as a kid like go camping
drawing / reading manga / music + singing / video games / comedy TV shows / Tokusatsu (otaku interests) / eating (as an art because i don't like to eat unhealthy) / basketball / computer multimedia (videos, photoshop) / swimming / Taoism / board games /
drawing / reading manga / music + singing / video games / comedy TV shows / Tokusatsu (otaku interests)
June 21, 2009 7:06pm
Suddenly, I feel I'm no longer a kid. I actually feel compelled to plan ahead a little bit. When I was in middle school, this was not the case. I …
June 19, 2009 4:56pm
I wasn't ready for what I would experience in high school. So, the plan to have a great high school career just fell apart. Ouch...so right now, …
June 14, 2009 7:20pm
In retrospect, middle school was not very rewarding. The routine week for me was monday-friday
(school, hw, online gaming/videos/crap on the computer) …
Hey. Thanks for being my friend. Can't wait to talk to you.
no problem. :) how have u been?
Hang in there. :) Just keep moving forward. Just have faith in what you do.
ermm...i'm not sure if i follow the "neutral-good" reaction to a death, but i guess it could work. it would seem kind of weird because usually there are going to be tears of sorrow and sadness before your spirits can be lifted and then celebrate the person's life. and i'm pretty sure u don't watch that many movies.
(sorry for not getting back to you earlier) ....but i guess i see what you mean with ur analogy to digimon, but if ppl simply faded away like they did in digimon and nobody mourned or did not undergo some change in their persona, then there would be no sensitivity in the world. we would be ruthless, we would have no tears to shed because we wouldn't care. death is unfortunate when wrought, but we cannot change the course of ppl's lives..ppl come and go. its nature for it to happen. if we didn't, the world would be overpopulated to the extent that not one square inch of earth would no longer be inhabitable. none of us would want that, would we? ppl may mourn, but for me, i mourn at first...but i try to celebrate their lives..reminisce on the good times with the individual and satisfy myself with the idea that they have brought goodness to my life and have done smth significant by spreading some sort of good influence over another. :)
I'm just a really weak guy. Physically. and i have really bad reflexes and not very fit for my age. I just don't know if I should try being fit.
