mimiblink's Journal

i stopped treatment officially last Friday, no more shots or riba

i dont know what to expect but my body seems to be going thru some very strange changes, pains and twitches, bumps and bruises, i am even moodier than ever, water tastes soapy, food smells bad, taste in my mouth is worse than ever before

went out to the garden, looked at my poor roses, all forgotten , they bloom despite the weeds growing between them

picked what was left of the ripe tomatoes and peppers, left the plants to do what they do best, fertilize the ground, still have eggplant, beets, lettuce etc growing well, the cold came and went for a few nights, temps back into hi 80s during the day

got mad at the doctor, got mad at my ex, got mad at my roommate,
just mad at the world and having a big pity party for myself

seems like a lot of emotions are surfacing

WHAT CAN I DO TO HELP MY RAVAGED BODY TO RID/CLEANS ITSELF?

DRINKING LOTS OF WATER, TAKING VITAMIN C(emergen c super gram !!!)

my body seems to be excreting some kind of toxin, would a "liver cleans" help?

unable to find the Prevention Mouth Rinse i used for preventing thrush, the thrush has come back full force as of Sunday, any suggestions on other products that might help?

I thought making a decision about treatment would have a calming positive effect