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I am a graphic designer in the Houston area with a wonderful family, beautiful husband, and a perky little puppy! I am passionate about art, education, and helping others. I am also an animal rights activist and vegetarian of 11 years now.
I am a graphic designer in the Houston area with a wonderful family, beautiful husband, and a perky little puppy! I am passionate about art, education, and helping others. I am also an animal rights activist and vegetarian of 11 years now.
I began suffering from debilitating anxiety and depression in December 2007 and have been on medication since January 2008, hoping to learn to control it without medication.
It's very easy for me to become depressed. A few negative thoughts and I'm plunged into "the dark side" as my family calls it.
I'm a vegetarian of 11 years, I work out regularly, and I love cooking! This all sounds wonderful, but sometimes I take it too far and go a little overboard. I'm trying to find a good balance between healthy eating/cooking leading to a healthy life and going too far into the eating disorder range.
I found out I was hypoglycemic when I was eight years old and I passed out in a beauty salon. I've only passed out a handful of times since. It's still just as scary as the first time, but now I know the warning signs and how to better control my diet.
I have a debilitating fear of needles and all things medical. This has stopped me from doing LOTS of things in my life, and I live in terror of something happening to me that would require blood tests and hospital visits!
I've been a vegetarian and 100% cruelty-free for 11 years and counting!
I have had problems with body image since I was about 12, which took me down some rocky roads; obsessive exercise, calorie counting, fat gram counting, deprivation, generally driving myself over the edge. I am doing better, but I still feel I'm slipping every now and then.
I am beginning to lose control of my anger again. I seem to go from minor frustration to full on rage. I get a headache, heavy breathing, and I'm afraid of unhealthy stress levels and high blood pressure, which runs in my family.