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  • About Me

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    jadedchaoticlove

    Female, 24, Single
    USA
    Member since February 25

    • About Me

      My name is Jadalyn. I have a 8 year old black lab named Sam that I adopted. I also have around 10 fish. My best friend is my younger brother Zack. Him and I currently live together because he is afraid to leave me alone after what happened in the town i lived in before and where ever I go I guess he has to go too. I dont really deal with the rest of my family. I am kind of a loner and I am trying to change that.

      My name is Jadalyn. I have a 8 year old black lab named Sam that I adopted. I also have around 10 fish. My best friend is my younger brother Zack. Him and I currently live together because he is afraid to leave me alone after what happened in the town i lived in before and where ever I go I guess he has to go too. I dont really deal with the rest of my family. I am kind of a loner and I am trying to change that.

    • Interests

      Playing games on pogo, music, writing short stories and poems, shore fishing, deer hunting, shopping, watching movies, dancing in the rain.

      Playing games on pogo, music, writing short stories and poems, shore fishing, deer hunting, shopping,

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  • Journal

    • Had way to much mtn dew.

      Mood August 19, 2009 8:27pm

      Oh my god.  I just read through a couple of my journals and realised that I should really stop typing these journals when I am under the …

    • Journal Entry for July 27, 2009

      Mood July 27, 2009 10:35pm

      i started using narcotics again.  this time i am in countrol.  thats ok though because i dont need her.  the only person I need …

    • I am back.

      Mood July 22, 2009 9:59pm

      Ok I was put into a behavioral health unit for a almost two months and I moved to a smaller town.  Apparently I am not bipolar and dont …

    • Journal Entry for April 15, 2009

      Mood April 15, 2009 5:43pm

      right now i am feeling extremely depressed.  i dont care about anything right now.  i dont know what will make me feel better.  i just …
    • Journal Entry for April 15, 2009

      Mood April 15, 2009 11:58am

      I feel better today then yesterday but today I am depressed.  Not even my animals can cheer me up.  I wrote a couple of new poems.  …

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    • Shout Out

      From russi September 21

      Hey Jadalyn. I wonder where you are and how its going. you probably still hate my guts but, anyway im sure your other friends on DS miss you and so do I. take care friend and send a shout when you get a chance. I'm worried about you

    • Hug

      From acuriousfish Community Leader August 20

      Welcome (back) to the Bipolar Community! It's a great place for support and friendship. If you have any general queries about DS, just ask me. When you are ready maybe post an introduction under General Topics at http://www.dailystrength.org/c/Bip...
      Mark, Community Leader, Bipolar.

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  • Goals

    Progress

    5 %

    Goal End Date is May 31, 09 180 days ago.
    days went without cutting (days.)
    9
    109 days sober.
  • Support Groups

    • Close Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder

      I dont really like to talk about it unless I really trust the person I am talking to. I used to have my story up here but the more i read it the more it caused me to relive the moments.

      Treatments

      Art Working / Worked
      Music Working / Worked
      Psychotherapy Not Working
      Reading Somewhat Helpful
    • Close Prescription Drug Abuse

      I currently have over a year clean from using narcotics without a medical reason.

      Treatments

      Naltrexone Working / Worked
      Narcotics Anonymous (NA) Working / Worked
    • Open Depression
      Type: Clinical (Major) Depression

      I have suffered from major depression my whole life.

      Treatments

      Effexor Somewhat Helpful
      I am on 150 mgs right now. The only thing that sucks is that it makes me tired.
      Positive Thinking Not Working
      Its hard to be positive when the world is the way it is.
      Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
      Writing Working / Worked
      Writing has always helped me.
    • Open Meth Addiction & Recovery

      I relapsed and have been clean for a little over 2 months now.

      Treatments

      Narcotics Anonymous (NA) Working / Worked
      I need to find one again.
    • Open Self-Injury

      Ive injured myself my whole life. By the way I am not new to this group I am just rejoining

      Treatments

      Psychotherapy Working / Worked
      I miss my old counseler :( I moved and he moved so I dont have the option of driving up to see him anymore. I need to find a new one now that I moved.
      Red Marker Working / Worked
      Rubber Bands Somewhat Helpful
      It works for like an hour and when that hour is up my arms are totally red from my elbow down.
      Squeezing Ice Somewhat Helpful
      It works until my hand goes numb and I cant feel the ice anymore.
      Talking Working / Worked
      Tattoos Not Working
      It made me want to cut more.
    • Open Loneliness

      I have felt lonely pretty much all my life. Even when I am with friends I feel lonely.

    • Open Bipolar Disorder

      I am rejoining the group because I had a psych doctor confirm once again that I am bipolar. Its been a very long stuggle. I havent been back on meds that long so I am still kind of moody. Everyday I am improving.

      Treatments

      Ativan Too Soon to Tell
      This one is new for me. It calms me down but I think the docs have me on to high of a dose.
      Dialectical Behavioral Therapy Somewhat Helpful
      I need to get back into DBT. I didnt realise how much it helped until I went with out it.
      Geodon Too Soon to Tell
      It worked before so lets hope it works again.
      Group Therapy Considering
      Topamax Too Soon to Tell
      Worked before so lets hope it works again.
    • Open Personality Disorders
      Type: Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)

      I dont know. It explains a lot. The doctors original diagnoses was right I do infact have BPD.

      Treatments

      Talking Somewhat Helpful
      It works sometimes.
      Dialectical Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
      It helped a lot. I am going to find a new group to join.
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