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SummerBaby1962 
12:49am, June 4, 2009
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About Me
SummerBaby1962
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About Me
POUR SOME SUGAR ON ME:I am a Personal Care Aide I have been in the medical field since 1999.I plan to stay in the medical field. I have a warm personalty . I am a caring woman. I also have a wonderful personailty. I enjoy doing things with my 18 year old daughter. we both love classic rock 1970's .My favorite groups are Def Leppard, Bad Company, Deep Purple to name a few. I enjoy camping and the outdoors in warmer weather.while I was a baby 3yrs old I can remember my parents fighting mostly my mom yelling at my dad not understanding why she did that on and off .one day I picked up my baby doll and yelled at her and threw her down on the floor my mother just laughed and thought that was funny and it was not funny at all I was mad at her for always yelling at my dad I Just wanted it to stop . My mom still dose this today. I got after her for doing that . I just couldn't take it anymore. What is wrong what Is wrong with her is she always unhappy to have to use him as a punching bag?Maybe she needs help. Now I want to open up on my sexual abuse I was sexual abused by my grandfather when I was a little girl at the time and I was only 10 years old. And it went on until my grandma caught him and she had it stopped. Also I was a victim of demstic violance as well as an adult one of my boyfriends bet me up and would say a lot of nasty things to me . I got away from that S.O.B. and I was glad. I went to a shelter for a month and got myself back on the right track . I am facing two demons at the same time and its very hard on me . My boyfriend that helps me out but still need help of a pro. to really get me better . But what ia normal for me ? I dont know Its confusing me and I am angered by these two things that happen in my life. I really need to heal and try to live a happy normal life . Wish me well I know it wont be easy .
POUR SOME SUGAR ON ME:I am a Personal Care Aide I have been in the medical field since 1999.I plan to stay in the medical field. I have a warm personalty . I am a caring woman. I also have a wonderful personailty. I enjoy doing things with my 18 year old daughter. we both love classic rock 1970's .My favorite groups are Def Leppard, Bad Company, Deep Purple to name a few. I enjoy camping and the outdoors in warmer weather.while I was a baby 3yrs old I can remember my parents fighting mostly my mom
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swimming, walking along the beach . watch the sunset, going to rock concerts. dancing, Hot tubing to name a few.Also I have my favorite TV shows too and they are House, Bones, Law and Order, to name a few foe now.
swimming, walking along the beach . watch the sunset, going to rock concerts. dancing, Hot tubing to
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If today was your last day
And tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
-Nickelback
Gold Star
i'm so glad you found that group therapy was helpful to you!!! Good for you
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I’m With You
I have been at the place you are at now. I know it is challenging. Hold on in there, you are worth the effort xxx
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You deserve better flowers......you are a sweet girl!
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Close Sexual Abuse
Hi Where do I start? I am new to this support group. I have been sexual bused as a child I was 10 years old at the time one of my male family members sexualy abused me and no it wasn't my father who did this to me . I kept this quite for along time and never told anyone . Because I thought I would get into trouble so now I did tell some people that i could trust. But the don't know what its like to be sexualy abused Help me I am going through a living nightmare .
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- Art Working / Worked
- I do pencil drawings and then color them in . It helps me through the bad times I go through.
- Group Therapy Working / Worked
- I have been going to a sexual abuse therapy group and it has helped me out and I know that I am not the only one to struggle through this demon. I Hear the other women in the group tell their stories on there own demons.
- Leave Not Working
- I don't find this out to be helpful.
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- It helps me to forget sometimes and then on the other hand it just doesn't . I try to get the sexual abuse off my mind but it just come back again.
- Talking Working / Worked
- every time I talk about it I get angry and frustrated . I try to block it out . So how can this help me if I cant vent about this .I went to my first counseling appt April 2,09 she is very helpful and I think I can get better but not soon I have a long road to go down on .
Close Menopause
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