Journal Entry for November 22, 2009
November 22, 2009 11:46pm
All around bad day. Much sniping, criticizing etc for no reason again. Can't take much more. This place is literally sucking the …
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All around bad day. Much sniping, criticizing etc for no reason again. Can't take much more. This…
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Don't recognize myself anymore
May 11, 2009 12:51am
I do not recognize myself anymore. I have bouts of anger and depression etc before, but not like this. I don't know what is going on. Is it …
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Hang in there. their are people in long term relationships that are much lonelier than us. I tell you the same thing I tell myself. God Luck
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there is nothing wrong with you these feelings will pass believe me okay
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I will try and be there as much as I can I too have had horrible anger and it can be very frustrating
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I will try and be there as much as I can I too have had horrible anger and it can be very frustrating
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Close Abstinence & Celibacy
I am a single female in my early 30's. I have chosen to remain celibate and abstain from sex, becuase I am a Christian and believe it is important to save myself for my soul mate. It is worthwile but frustrating and lonesome at times. Especially, when you see younger friends getting hitched and having kids. oh well
Treatments
- Effexor Working / Worked
- Effexor for depression and anxiety. When I take itit works well with no side effects.
Close Anger Management
Had severe anger/rage for a long time. Not sure where it comes from, although I suspect it might have to do with my mother/grandfather in some way. All consuming at times and when it is like that, meds don't help. Very Scary.
Open Anxiety
Anxious all the time. Alot of times, for no reason at all. Medicaine helps somewhat, but not all the time. Sometimes, it is so bad, that I don't want to leave the house. I don't know what the prob is but I do know it is affecting my daily life.
Treatments
- Breathing Exercises Somewhat Helpful
- Taking deep breathes helps me refocus and calm down a bit.
- Effexor Somewhat Helpful
- Helps to overall anxiety somewhat when I remember decide to take it on a regular basis. No side effects unlike Paxil which made me have rageful thoughts.
Open Alcoholism
I have a history of alchololism in my family. I try to avoid it, don't even liek the taste of most liquor. Lately however, when I feel stressed etc or any negative emotion- the first thing I want to do is turn to a drink. This really bothers me and I need help. I also have certain health conditions and I shouldn't drink.
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Open Medical Mysteries
I have an ongoing medicl condition related to my menstrual cycle. I have continuous immensely heavy bleeding, excrutiating pain, and terrible mental fatigue and clarity. All of my tests appear normal. No doctor has answers to my problem.
Treatments
- Oral Contraceptives Not Working
- has had limited sucess in the past but not anymore. in addition they dangerously raise my BP so i am off of them right now.
Open Pre-menstrual Syndrome (PMS)
I need help and support. I hate to say, it but, I almost become suicidal on my cycle. No pain meds work and the PMDD and heavy bleeding horendous/ It would be great to have some support
Treatments
- Oral Contraceptives Not Working
- Does nothing. Mildly regulated my cycle but caused dangerous spikes in my BP.
- Effexor Somewhat Helpful
- Helps to control my regular depressionanxiety but only partially masks my PMS PMDD symtoms
