ChloeNoble

Close Obesity

It's strange, you know. Inside, I am a parkour master, an olympian champion, a confident athlete, and an avid health freak. But I am also overwhelmed, lonely, terrified, depressed, hopeless, ashamed, and self-loathing. Strange, how only the dark side of me is manifested on the outside. I am around 100 pounds over my natural weight. My body aches constantly - I live with chronic physical pain. But it is my broken heart, my broken Spirit that hurts the most. I deserve 2B happy. Seems impossible.

Treatments

Avoid Certain Foods / Chemicals Working / Worked

The first time I lost 100 pounds - it was because I became oct-vegan (I still ate eggs). And only ate fresh foods. My skin was incredible! I lost the weight and kept it off for nearly 5 years! Then I got into a bad relationship and gained it all back. But now my body doesn't respond as easily as it used to. I went carb free for a month and didn't even lose one friggin pound OR inch. What's that about?

Cycling Working / Worked

I gave up on it the first week. But my best friend who also used to be 100 pounds over weight stuck with it for a year! Sometimes only once a week. She now has lost all the weight. And has AMAZING legs. With no saggy skin problems! I just don't have to stick-to-itivness.

LA Weight Loss Working / Worked

On LA weight lost I immediately lost 3 pounds a week and lost close to 70 pounds. Then I got bored and just stopped. The weight stayed off for awhile. But then back into another abusive relationship. Whoa. I think I'm starting to see a pattern here.

Overeaters Anonymous (OA) Considering

Seriously, where do I find one? I do think it would help a lot.

Physical Exercise Working / Worked

I wonder now if I have damaged my thyroid etc by all the intense weight swings. I had a job this year that lasted 6 months - I had to hike for 6 hours straight. In all that exercise....... not one pound or inch was lost. Now I'm wary about going to the gym and having it amount to nothing. I just started going again. But I go with a pessimistic attitude.

Slim-Fast Not Working

This stuff is crap in in a can! Gave me stomach cramps and F$#^D my body up. Don't use these kinds of gimmicks. Acai Berry (pure by Genesis) and natural wholefood supplements are WAY better. Ever since I started taking vitamins and trace minerals...... my quality of life has improved. No matter what weight I am at. So thats cool.

Swimming Working / Worked

I haven't been swimming in years. Which is sad. It used to be one of my favorite things to do on the planet. But I'm too ashamed to go now. Who wants to see someone like me getting in a swimming pool? I tried before to go when no one is there. But someone always eventually shows up.