walk in love Jamie, Jamie,,walk in love
May 19, 2009 1:20pm
once again,, i trust no one. i found myself in a full blown fit this morning. screaming, crying, slaming doors, cursing, talking to myself,,,YEAH. …
koolthing 
2:52pm, July 5, 2009
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About Me
koolthing
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About Me
i am 24 and there\'s so much more.
i am 24 and there\'s so much more.
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Interests
Jesus~MUSIC~sOnIc YoUtH~concerts, musuems, writing, sewing, painting, tennis, hiking, cooking, animals, not cooking animals
Jesus~MUSIC~sOnIc YoUtH~concerts, musuems, writing, sewing, painting, tennis, hiking, cooking, animals,
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Hugbook
Flower
hi how are u doing ? i have not been on this site in awhile hope all is well
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This must be so tough, your brother's manipulative power play. You are doing so well - do not let this derail you. I can not imagine how the smell and all it represents is doing to you. Do you have anyone who may help you find a safe place so you do not feel threatened? Please keep us posted. Huge hug. Truly.
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Hey there,....happy to see you around, was hoping all was well with you! Much Love to ya!
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Celebration
HAVE A HAPPY 4TH OF JULY
Flower
Hey sweetie! Hoping ur having a great day today!!! xoxo
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Support Groups
Close Heroin Addiction & Recovery
been off junk since the end of 06. cold turkey...........hot gravy.mmmmmmdiggy.
Treatments
- Narcotics Anonymous (NA) Working / Worked
- meh.
Close Eating Disorders
my eating disorder manifested as a young child, and it's something i still battle.
Open Bipolar Disorder
Treatments
- Abilify Working / Worked
- i use to take it a few years ago and just recently my Dr. px it to me again because i can't sleep. i have not restarted it yet. i am a little nervous because i remember not liking the side effects.
- Ativan Working / Worked
- it does work, but my bodies tolerance builds up kind of quickly.
- Depakote Working / Worked
- i have been taking 1000 mg. for about 4 years now, and i think i am a lot more stable. still have trouble sleeping.
Open Kleptomania
lets just say i was stealing for years and it just got worse and worse. it was ridiculous. i would steel because i was bored and wanted to get out of the house, lame shit. i use to get off on it or something. i am so blessed that i had a reality check before i got caught. i still feel forever in debt to all i stole. i think karma wise, i will pay.
Open Meth Addiction & Recovery
the first time i ever did speed was on my 13th birthday, and to be honest, it just got worse. i grew up around drugs, my family did them in front of me, i actually hated drugs(still do) but all of a sudden, it was like i did a 180. i was very depressed, neglected, was cutting, had an ed already, grades started dropping,(i was always in gifted classes) and started using. my family was too busy spiraling out of control with their use to even care or notice what was going on with me.
Treatments
Open Hepatitis C
i found out i had hep c in may of 07' and am pretty sure i got somewhere around jan 06. i didn't want to get treatment at first. i was really depressed and didn't know what to think. thank God i changed my mind and got tx, i just finished 6 weeks ago, and i have no viral# since week 4 i think. totally changed my life, complete 180.
Treatments
- Interferon Working / Worked
- 6 long months. i eventually became a recluse, and not by choice. it was the hardest thing i have ever done. i started to look at everyone and everything differently. you see who's there and who's not in times like that. by the grace of God i got through it. if if it wasn't for my faith, i don't know what i would have done.
- Milk Thistle Working / Worked
- i take it every now and then, i heard it helps
- Pegylated Interferon Working / Worked
- i actually did the interferon/pegasys + 1000 mg of ribavirin a day
- Ribavarin Working / Worked
- dehydrated the shit out of me, omg! i drank so much water, and lotioned so much. i just made up a word huh? anyway, even my skin got dry. my mouth, i would wake up and i feel like my tongue was stuck to the roof of my mouth! descriptive enough?
