fieldhockey's Journal

i spent the whole week in thee house suffering from anxiety attacks. The only time I went out was  to see my therapist which was tues., wed., and thurs.  I felt like i was crawling out of my skin and that all I wanted to do was  cry and sleep.  My psychiatrist put me on a higher dose of xaxnax and  that pretty mush knocked me out.

I also had suicidal thoughts all week so texting and talking to my therapist was   pretty much on call.  I don't know what has made me feel this way, I know I did start a new medication and there were side effects.  Now all of my doctors, therapist, pychiatrist and RA doctor are talking about a pain management clinic and also someplace where my antidepressents can also be evaluated.  i don't want to stay in a hosipital, I have work too go to and 4 sick days. I don't know what to do. Caan anyone help.