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About Me
peixi
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About Me
i've just returned home after being away studying for 5 yrs, i've recently being diagnose with BP even though i think i suffered from it for a long time, the meds are helping. i also suffer from severe depression. i'm trying to tell my family about my sexuality and just trying to find my place in the world. on my good days i'm a good listener and i'm very emphatic, and i guess that's it for now
i've just returned home after being away studying for 5 yrs, i've recently being diagnose with BP even though i think i suffered from it for a long time, the meds are helping. i also suffer from severe depression. i'm trying to tell my family about my sexuality and just trying to find my place in the world. on my good days i'm a good listener and i'm very emphatic, and i guess that's it for now
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Interests
i like reading, walking, jogging, and watching inconsequential movies :)
i like reading, walking, jogging, and watching inconsequential movies :)
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Journal
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Hugbook
Ray of Sunshine
Just thinking of you. Have you moved? How's your Mom? Hope you're ok. Talk to you sometime, eh? love and hugs
Hug
Things are no good with me, but that is my own fault.
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Hug
Just thought I would say hi and give you a big hug
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Hug
Hi there Thanks for the happy birthday. How did it go with your Mom?
I’m With You
I know exactly what you mean. I really hope things start looking better, and I'm her for you if you need to talk to someone
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI've been battling depression most of my adolescence but now i'm in university and i think everything is exploiting, i'm a real self harmer, my family expects too much, my friends think that this is just the way i am, the only friend who knows about this is not helping, i wanna get better but i just dont know what to do, i excersice, i eat right, i do things and still wanna die, i pry god to kill me
Treatments
- Clonazepam Too Soon to Tell
- Meditation Somewhat Helpful
- ditto on prozac
- Prozac Somewhat Helpful
- it makes me feel good, i wish my doc would give me a higher dosage though
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- i'm getting a good feedback i guess, mostly my family but not from my friends though :(
- Zyprexa Somewhat Helpful
- helps me sleep
- Thorazine Working / Worked
Close Self-Injury
i started when i was about 15 and i stopped for a while but now is back with a vengeance, my friend saw one and said nothing and it hurts that no one cares
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- Rubber Bands Not Working
- Squeezing Ice Not Working
- Tattoos Working / Worked
Open Coming Out
i'm a closeted lesbian, and i'm to afraid to come out, my close friends know but not my family
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
i don't know, my mom was depressed when i was little and i guess she took it out on us, she is fine now, and we are very close friends but still some of the issues i have have roots on what she did or said to me back then and it didn't help that i felt like an awkward duckling in school, still do btw, because of some situation i often feel undermined by ppl
Treatments
- Art Working / Worked
- Forgiveness Working / Worked
Open Bipolar Disorder
i've recently been diagnosed as bipolar even though i've been like this since my teenage years.
Treatments
- Tegretol Working / Worked
- it stabilizes me
Open Vegetarians & Vegans
i'm a vegetarian
