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oXPureSilenceXo 
9:01am, May 10, 2009
I think i need help
Part of me is calling out for help.
The other half is saying your finnnneeee
I am drink jd gone though half a bottle already
I am think of mky dad.
Who doesn't love me
he prefers the perfect emily my half sister whos got grades coming out of her ears..and is perfect and wondeful
I have tryed to open my hear to him
but he hates me
he hates what I have become.
I hate what I have become.
I don't work
I don't contripute to the family.. I dont do anything awesome
I hate myself...
I am loved by my mum and my fiance.
But even though I hate my dad...I want him to love me like he loves my half sister...
I want him to nbe proud of me in some way.
He didn't even come to see me when I was rushed into hospital ):
I dunno what else to say....
Part of me is calling out for help.
The other half is saying your finnnneeee
I am drink jd gone though half a bottle already
I am think of mky dad.
Who doesn't love me
he prefers the perfect emily my half sister whos got grades coming out of her ears..and is perfect and wondeful
I have tryed to open my hear to him
but he hates me
he hates what I have become.
I hate what I have become.
I don't work
I don't contripute to the family.. I dont do anything awesome
I hate myself...
I am loved by my mum and my fiance.
But even though I hate my dad...I want him to love me like he loves my half sister...
I want him to nbe proud of me in some way.
He didn't even come to see me when I was rushed into hospital ):
I dunno what else to say....
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