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bbarrow 
well where to begin, yesterday was really ruff for me it was a year since the accident that kinda of changed my life for good, and it was wierd because it rained all week, and yesterday was picture perfect of that day last year, sunny not a cloud in the sky and hot. so, i called my sister up and went and spent the night with her. it kinda kept my mind of things a little. i am still trying to figure out why this still happend??? and what am i suppose to learn from this???? i just feel really lost and really alone right now. and i can't get myself out of this depression rut.
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OH I AM SO SORRY I WASNT ON FOR YOU TO TALK TO ..I CAN DEFINATELY RELATE.I AM SEEING A COUNSELOR WEEKLY BUT IN MY HEAD ITS STILL THE SAME SHIT OF WHY DID IT HAVE TO HAPPEN AND I WANT MY LIFE BACK...I SOUND LIKE A BROKEN WHINEY RECORD..PEOPLE JUST DONT UNDERSTAND WHY I AM STILL FALLING APART AFTER ALMOST FOUR YEARS..I THINK I NEVER GAVE MY SELF THE CHANCE TO THINK ABOUT IT UNTIL I WAS NO LONGER WORKING..NOW I WAKE UP EVERYDAY AND WONDER WHY BOTHER SAME SHIT,DIFFERENT DAY....I AM HERE FOR YOU ,AT LEAST WE CAN UNDERSTAND THE PAIN..MANY HUGS XOXO TAMMY
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