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strumphyy 
2:10pm, September 22, 2009
I guess I kinda got used to being lonely. I was at peace with myself.
But last night I listened to Dire Straits. Life just came back to me. The heartache, the feelings. i felt alive. Well, sad..But I wasn't numb anymore. Not that I am crazy about this feeling. I was maybe more productive and happier in my state of utter indifference towards feeling. But now, I really want to be happy and maybe love again.
Not immediately, not this month or year..But i am hoping one day..
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Just when you get to that state, at peace with being lonely, life will hit you with new surprises.
This is only a chapter in the long story of your life.
There is much more to come.
EastCoastAJ
And that hope you have is the beginning to the reality of it. I know beyond a question that you will be "in love" again, and you will 'be loved' again and happiness will be your constant companion very soon. You deserve nothing less, and the quality of the beautiful person you are, will surely attract another one as beautiful also.
It's not bad to feel so much, and It's not even bad to revisit those heart breaks of the past and simply learn from them. What doesn't help any, is to stay there too long, and to sink into isolation and thoughts of despair.
I once had the love of my life and today instead of feeling so badly that It's gone, I'm so blessed that i experienced it at least the once, and i recognize that it is better to have it once and lost it, than to never know it it all.
Be well and feel good about yourself, there is another dreaming of you this very moment and is on his way at the right time.
All the best and the sweet gift of peace be in your heart always.
denn oxox
warmheart
Good 4 you, you deserve to be happy.
GeeOut