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strumphyy 
2:10pm, September 22, 2009
The yahoo messenger is like a bag of memories, faces, answers. The messenger list seems like a tidy notebook where a great part of my past is indexed under tiny names.
I was scrolling though the list tonight and it made me happy to see there are still friends that, even though they're not in my life anymore, my mind kept them as precious ties, that won't break.
In some cases situation got scerwed up, I ended up getting hurt or hurting back, but I always thought these as not worth remembering and unimportant, comparing to the power of the ties that are created between us and some people we come across with...
My ex bf is still at the top of my list and will always be..Same is Ioana altough we don't speak anymore.
This gives me that beautiful feeling that all the effort wasn't in vain, that people don't just come and go, like passing through a sea of thistledown, some of it getting stuck in our hair just to be flown away later by the wind..
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I too have friends on my messenger list that I no longer speak with. For instance, my ex, people I have not spoken to in five years or more, high school friends, and even family members that that live really far away. I mostly talk to the same people everyday.
Even when those from the past log in, we do not chat. I guess it just gives peace of mind to know that they are still around and remember the the good times we did have and how my life would have been different had they not entered it. In every case, no matter our relationship now, they are still on the list. This is also like my cellphone. I went ahead and deleted his number, only to place it back in, a month later. It didn't matter if I saw the number or the name, it was the same feeling. And feelings are what rule our lives.
Chaancey