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I can't sleep without my ear pluggs and yet my mother hides them away from me and then pretends she knows nothing about it. I feel like a crazy person who doesn't know where her stuff is.
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I guess I kinda got used to being lonely. I was at peace with myself.
But last night I listened to Dire Straits. Life just came back to me. The heartache, the feelings. i felt alive. Well, sad..But I wasn't numb anymore. Not that I am crazy about this feeling. I was maybe more productive and happier in my state of utter indifference towards feeling. But now, I really want to be happy and maybe love again.
Not immediately, not this month or year..But i am hoping one day..
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And that hope you have is the beginning to the reality of it. I know beyond a question that you will be "in love" again, and you will 'be loved' again and happiness will be your constant companion very soon. You deserve nothing less, and the quality of the beautiful person you are, will surely attract another one as beautiful also.
It's not bad to feel so much, and It's not even bad to revisit those heart breaks of the past and simply learn from them. What doesn't help any, is to stay there too long, and to sink into isolation and thoughts of despair.
I once had the love of my life and today instead of feeling so badly that It's gone, I'm so blessed that i experienced it at least the once, and i recognize that it is better to have it once and lost it, than to never know it it all.
Be well and feel good about yourself, there is another dreaming of you this very moment and is on his way at the right time.
All the best and the sweet gift of peace be in your heart always.
denn oxox
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I was crazy...they were under my pillow...I feel sorry I picked on mom..
strumphyy
this is cute.
bluntandsubtle