Today Is The Greatest
August 21, 2009 12:06am
Just wanted to tell the world what a wounderful day I have had. I would say that it's right up there with the all-time greatest days of my …
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spearspensacola211
11:58pm, August 20, 2009
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About Me
spearspensacola211
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About Me
I, like most people, have a lot of problems... I'm 23 with no education, no job, a serious cocaine addiction, and few people that I can actually talk to...
I, like most people, have a lot of problems... I'm 23 with no education, no job, a serious cocaine addiction, and few people that I can actually talk to...
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Interests
I write a lot, and love listening to music... I also love having someone to just sit down and talk with when I need a shoulder to cry on...
I write a lot, and love listening to music... I also love having someone to just sit down and talk with
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A Day in the Life of a Tortured Soul
February 28, 2009 2:55am
Today is a day that I will never understand... I've been dating someone for the past week, and out of the blue they just stop talking to me... …
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Just Another Day
February 22, 2009 11:37pm
I have had a horrible night, and I'm extremely ashamed of myself for what I've done... I used again (big surprise there) I also …
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Faces Fade
February 22, 2009 11:31pm
Faces FadeAs all the faces Fade awayI keep on fightingTo remember this placeTo see you againIf only for a momentIs a dream that keepsMe stuck in …
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Thursday Febuary 19th, 2009
February 20, 2009 12:33am
Well, I've got good news today... I have decided that it is time to do something to get my life pointed in the right direction... as soon as I …
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http://www.dailystrength.org/group...
and I'd luv 2 have u as a friend
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Ray of Sunshine
Even when times get tough and you give in.... and when you are feeling lonely, remember you have a friend in me!!!!!!!!!
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Support Groups
Close Cocaine Addiction & Recovery
I'm 23 yrs old, and have been using off and on for 5 yrs... I've tried to stop, and managed to get about 2 weeks clean, and then relapse... I've tried everything, and nothing seems to help... I don't know what else to do...
Treatments
- Narcotics Anonymous (NA) Somewhat Helpful
- everybody was really nice, and offered advice, but I just couldn't feel like I could be honest with them...
- Residential Treatment Center Somewhat Helpful
- I really enjoyed the experience, but two days after I got out I was using again... I thought I had it, but I was wrong...
Close Lesbian Relationship Challenges
I am a lesbian who has had it rough when it comes to relationships with other females, but I am definitely not going to give up anytime soon...
Open Bipolar Disorder
I was diagnosed with having bipolar disorder almost three years ago, but I'm not sure I understand it...
Treatments
- Abilify Too Soon to Tell
- I was just put on this medication about two months ago before entering rehab for another problem I have, I'm not sure if it's helping that much yet...
- Depakote Not Working
- this medication did not help me at all... all I did was gain a lot of weight... I hated it, and would not suggest anyone taking it unless it really worked for them...
- Wellbutrin Somewhat Helpful
- I don't really know... I took it for about a year, and quit... then recently was put on it once again... combined with my other medications, I can't really tell if it's helping or not...
- Zyprexa Not Working
- did not help any whatsoever.
Open Depression
I've been on so many medications, and none of them have worked...
Treatments
- Effexor Not Working
- did not work
- Lexapro Not Working
- did not work
- Prozac Not Working
- did not work
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- the only thing that has helped at all
- Trazodone Somewhat Helpful
- it helps me sleep... that's about it
- Wellbutrin Too Soon to Tell
- don't really know yet
- Zoloft Not Working
- did not work
Open Families & Friends Of Addicts
I am an addict, and have so many friends that are addicts... I feel like if I tell them to stop, I'm a hipocrit, but I still worry...
Treatments
- Patience Not Working
- not an easy thing for me
Open Pregnancy
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