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I'm the new guy on the block...HI everyone... My name is Michael..I have a wonderful beautiful dog, a parakeet (I …
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MrsMisha 
2:14pm, July 10, 2009
I sang in my car this morning. Belting out songs I can sing to. And it hit me... I am me again. I am finally HAPPY. I have been walking during work twice a day, and then walking the dog when i get home. I have SO much energy that irs unbelievable. I went to bed at 1:30am last night and got up around 6am feeling sooo refreshed. Like i had got all the sleep that i needed! I feel like i have been oversleeping most of my life! It's just amazing... the medicine is working. I see my therapist tomorrow and i am so excited to go in and tell her how great i feel. I have lost 9 pounds officially, so i am REALLY excited about that. It's almost pushing me towards my goal so much faster! I am hoping to be in the 130's next week. That is my goal at least :) I am still totally engrossed in Twilight. I know.. i am SUCH a teener bopper... it's crazy. I keep reading the books and engrossing myself in music. When i get home, I want to write and write poetry. I want to paint and express myself. I want to exercise and watch movies. It's almost like i feel i have so much more time in the world! I dont remember the last time i felt like i could take on the world. I feel confident. At work and within myself. All it took was 150mg of Wellbutrin and 10mg of Celexa a day to do it hahah!
FINALLY!!! I have moved from the darkness into the SUN!
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Hey Misha,
Wow I'm so happy for you sweetheart!!! It really is awesome when you reach that "Place' where you realize, "Oh my God I feel like my old self, I feel good!" I'm so happy that you've made it to the "Other Side"! Enjoy every moment and don't waste one minute okay? When you're in you're car keep singing your heart out too! I get a lot of strange looks when I'm singing in the car but who cares what everybody else thinks. They don't know how good you feel so go girl!!! It's fantastic that you're meds are working so well also! That's such a huge hurdle sometimes. Take care and God Bless you love. Keep up the good work eh!
Big Hugs, Chris
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Thanks Chris!
MrsMisha
Hi,
Good for you ! I was wondering when you started to feel better because I was on generic wellbutrin for three weeks and was tired and hungry all the time so I switched to the name brand a week and a half ago. For the past three days I have taken 300xl, I do fell calmer but still tired during the day and waking up all night long. Also how long did it take you to lose the 9 lbs? Reeg
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