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  • About Me

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    MrsMisha

    Female, 26, Married
    Bay Area, CA, USA
    Member since February 16

    • About Me

      I am 26 and married. Been depressed awhile. I have a younger sister with disabilities that i dont see anymore due to her father. It has effected me quite a bit. I work full time in accounting, and love to have my free time alone. I love sipping on wine at home :)

      I am 26 and married. Been depressed awhile. I have a younger sister with disabilities that i dont see anymore due to her father. It has effected me quite a bit. I work full time in accounting, and love to have my free time alone. I love sipping on wine at home :)

    • Website

      http://www.myspace.com/ladymisha

    • Interests

      Right now I am focusing on Yoga and Meditation. I love painting, reading and walking the dog, our adorable 3 year old Boston Terrior WILIKERS! Crocheting, and relaxing

      Right now I am focusing on Yoga and Meditation. I love painting, reading and walking the dog, our adorable

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  • Journal

    • Feeling Like ME Again!

      Mood May 6, 2009 2:18pm

      I sang in my car this morning. Belting out songs I can sing to. And it hit me... I am me again. I am finally HAPPY. I have been walking during work …

    • FIGURE

      Mood May 4, 2009 6:41pm

      I dig my toes into the white sandAs the cool sticky breeze hits my faceSea salt and fresh air fill my lungsThe warmth of the sun hits my skinAnd I …
    • My Weekend

      Mood May 4, 2009 3:29pm

      Friday night Johnny made the comment, ‘it must be really boring being married to me!’ over the phone. I asked, ‘why?’ and he …
    • THE DARKNESS

      Mood May 1, 2009 5:39pm

      The darkness envelops meRed swirling throughoutBlood behind my eyelidsMake visions seem realScreaming shattersThrough my mindAnd the scent of musk …
    • The Darkness..

      Mood May 1, 2009 2:30pm

      Yesterday afternoon, my husband sent me an email. He told me he was very hurt at how I had spoken to him the night before. He felt I was shutting …

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    • Ray of Sunshine

      From DinaS May 31

      Hey...how are you? Just curious to see how you are...checking in on everybody...lol. Hope is all well with you. Talk soon! :)

    • Celebration

      From ancestralhealer May 6

      Good goin. I know how fustrating it cna be to find something that works. I am so happy for you.

    • Flower

      From Inneedifsupport April 27

      For You - you are doing great xxxx

    • Gold Star

      From inkspring April 19

      Hi, I read your latest journal entry. You've taken action, you are putting effort into getting well--getting your moods more stable. Good work. You're on the way! inkspring

    • Hug

      From sophy2 April 18

      thank you for your advice, hope things for you go well

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  • Goals

    Progress

    55 %

    Goal End Date is Mar 1, 10 113 more days.

    Progress

    55 %

    Goal End Date is Dec 31, 09 53 more days.
    Current Weight (Lbs)
    141
  • Support Groups

    • Close Depression
      Type: Clinical (Major) Depression

      I have gone through Depression my whole life. I had a horrible father and a supportive mother, a sister with disabilities that i am 'no longer allowed to see' according to her dad. My husband and i have communication problems, and we dont have much money so we dont get out much. That kindof sums it up. Losing my sister has been hard, and my mom lives out of the area. As well as both of my best friends.

      Treatments

      Celexa Working / Worked
      30 mg a day. Super happy :) I just couldn't sleep! AT ALL. So now I am down to 10 mg a day with Wellbutrin
      Lamictal Not Working
      just prescribed for my mood swings... i really felt no difference on it...
      Meditation Working / Worked
      Just closing my eyes and taking 5 deep breathes and focusing on my breathing helps me a lot.
      Positive Thinking Working / Worked
      When i start to feel down, i try to 'think happy thoughts' and write down happy things
      Psychotherapy Working / Worked
      I am seeing a therapist and she is really helping me figure out my emotions.
      Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
      I talk to two of my girlfriends a LOT when i am upset. They have been through the same, and its good when you talk to someone who is underatnding. Helps calm me down and realize that im not alone
      Talking Working / Worked
      I talk with my husband and friends. Or I come on this site and blog, its helps A LOT
      Trazodone Working / Worked
      Take at night if i cant sleep. Helps a lot, half of one is pllleennttyy!
      Wellbutrin Working / Worked
      Taking 300mg a day with Celexa. My appetite is minimal, i have energy, and i dont sleep as much as i did before, but i feel GREAT
      Writing Working / Worked
      And reading, i find my mind goies into a different realm and i stop thinking about other things. Then it's helping me get my writing back as well :)
      Zoloft Not Working
      i tried when i was 19 after trying to kill mysepf and this shit LITERALLY made me wake up from nightmares thinking aliens were in my house, i got up locked the door and started calling friends andfamily to get the hell out of their houses, until one friend started screaming at me to wake up... then i realized it was time to get off ot it
    • Close Stress Management

      Treatments

      Talking Working / Worked
      Writing Working / Worked
      Celexa Working / Worked
      Meditation Working / Worked
    • Open Healthy Relationships

      Married for almost a year and a half, going on 5 years together, he is on Effexor for social anxiety, i am on Celexa for depressional and sleeping pills for insomnia.

      Treatments

      Couples Counseling Somewhat Helpful
      went for a year, many of the things i talked about that bothered me, he still has not changed :(
      Patience Not Working
      i have lost almost all of my patience with my husband
      Talking Not Working
      i have to tell him multiple times if something he is doing bothers me, then when i finally blow up at him, he gets it. I hate repeating myself, been doing it for over a year at least once a week...
      Writing Somewhat Helpful
      I dont have much time alone to be able to do that and him not be there
      Celexa Working / Worked
      Meditation Working / Worked
    • Open Healthy Sex

      MrsMisha hasn’t entered any details for this support group.
    • Open Fitness Goals

      Treatments

      Aerobics Working / Worked
      Elliptical Trainer Working / Worked
      Personal Trainer Working / Worked
      Strength Training Working / Worked
      Swimming Working / Worked
      Weight Training Working / Worked
    • Open Acne

      Treatments

      Benzoyl Peroxide Not Working
      Proactiv Somewhat Helpful
      Retin-A Not Working
      Washing Not Working
    • Open Endometriosis

      MrsMisha hasn’t entered any details for this support group.
    • Open Breakups & Divorce

      Treatments

      Couples Counseling Working / Worked
      Leave Working / Worked
      it helps me think and de-stress
      Pets Working / Worked
      my puppy is my baby boy!
      Support Groups Working / Worked
      Talking Working / Worked
    • Open Bipolar Disorder

      Treatments

      Celexa Working / Worked
    • Open Anxiety

      Treatments

      Ativan Working / Worked
      This works the best, but i have to take 1mg.
      Breathing Exercises Working / Worked
      Sometimes when it begins
      BuSpar Working / Worked
      Meditation Working / Worked
      Xanax Working / Worked
      Doc wont prescribe but have of one helps a LOT
    • Open Healthy Eating

      MrsMisha hasn’t entered any details for this support group.
    • Open Environmental Allergies

      Treatments

      Flonase Working / Worked
      works great and smells yummy :)
      Zyrtec Working / Worked
      Works great, only problem is that it knocks me out and the next day i am in SUCH a fog it's hard tow ork!
      Claritin Working / Worked
      Its the main ingredient in Claritin and its 9 for 100 tablets at Kasier! Works better and is cheaper then most
    • Open The Financial Crisis

      our credit card was closed for no reason... payments always on time, always over the limit... My husband is working a second job to help us build a large savings so if one of us gets laid off we are prepared

    • Open Anger Management

      WHEN MY HUSBAND FOLLOWS ME AROUND AND PUSHES AN ARGUMENT I START SEEING RED. I WANT TO THROW THINGS AT HIM I GET SO ANGRY... I NEED TO FIND A WAY TO CALM DOWN AND GET THROUGH TO HIM THAT WHAT HE IS DOING IS PUSHING ME TO DISASTER

      Treatments

      Leave Working / Worked
      When it gets to much i leave the room so that i dont blow up. As long as he leaves me be it works just fine
    • Open Insomnia

      It is VERY hard for me to fall asleep and STAY asleep, i'll wake up after a couple hours and toss and turn the rest of the night

      Treatments

      Ambien Too Soon to Tell
      Doesnt seem to work...
      Ativan Too Soon to Tell
      Doctor just presribed to me from Kaiser being as I havent slep much in a few days due to my BRAIN not stopping... lets hope it works!
      Counting Sheep Somewhat Helpful
      i actually stare at my alarm clock and count the seconds between the minutes. It's blue so it makes my eyes tired and i find its hard for me to stay focused, but after awhile it helps my eyes get tired. Ive been doing it since i was a kid
      Lavender Somewhat Helpful
      i have only used Lavendar scents when its time for bed, so that my mind reminds me it's time to rest, and it helps
      Meditation Somewhat Helpful
      I try breathing exercises while meditating to try and turn my brain off. Sometimes it works, sometimes it doesnt
      Melatonin Somewhat Helpful
      Seems to help if i take 6mg. But then i cant get up
      Music Working / Worked
      I listen to moodscapes if i cant calm down, seems to help me sleep in my car on my breaks or on the couch :)
      Pamelor Not Working
      this stuff didnt work, it made me more depressed and i became angry and in a fog. I didnt last long, i wasnt myself
      Passion Flower Somewhat Helpful
      LOVE this stuff!!! I take it everynight, helps me FALL asleep.. but not my brain...
      Reading Somewhat Helpful
      makes my eyes tired, doesnt keep me asleep
      Restoril Not Working
      puts me to sleep for a bit then i keep waking up. DO NOT take on an empty stomach, it made me drunk in 10 minutes. The next day i am in a fod. I am up to 30 mg and it's not keeping me asleep. I take this along with passionflower tea... nothing
      Trazodone Not Working
      put me to sleep, and cannot stay asleep again...
      Valerian Working / Worked
      this combined with skullcap is amazing! But i am also on Celexa and Valerian interacts, so i cannot take anymore.
    • Open Back Pain

      Treatments

      Chiropractic Adjustment Somewhat Helpful
      Heat Somewhat Helpful
      Ibuprofen Somewhat Helpful
      Stretching Somewhat Helpful
    • Open Obesity

      MrsMisha hasn’t entered any details for this support group.
    • Open Epilepsy & Seizures

      My little sister has a mix of this and Cerebral Paulsey, along with other issues...

      Treatments

      Ativan Somewhat Helpful
      She was on this, we would give it to her after a seizure to help her body rest and for her to sleep... she cant talk so we didnt know if it took the soreness away
      Depakote Working / Worked
      she took for a long time, still had seizures, sometimes a bunch day! She gained a lot of weight on it.
    • Open Alcoholism

      I just enjoy drinking. I dont go too far, but sometimes i crave it... and my brother in law is an alchy and so is my uncle.

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