snowpea09's Journal

3/19/09

Well after 5 weekes in my out patient program I graduated yesterday!  At first I was begging my case manager to let me stay for a few more days but I began to realise I had done some positive changes over the past few weeks and can continue my progress out side with my doctor and get my ass a therapist.  So over all I'm feeling pretty good about the time spent there.

Secondly, Miguel, my fiance' for those who don't know and I shared our one year anniversary yesterday.  So it was a pretty eventful day over all.  We went out to dinner wich kindda sucked cause we went to China Buffet and they didn't have the green beans me and paige like so much, so neither one of us ate much.  At least Migule did.  This has been one hell of a year though.  We started off so strong, but then when I lost my job I fell apart.  Being at home and doing nothing all the time and having paige drive me nuts all day took its toll on me.  In walks my depression and I started taking it out on migule, thus making our relationship hell for the past 6 months or so.

On to a happier topic....I got a JOB!!!  I took paige to a birthday party last weekend and thought maybe this place is hiring.  So I asked out host and she pointed me in the direction of the owner of the place.  I told him a little about myself and experience related to the job position and was hired on the spot!  Wow, finally I caught the break I been looking for since freakin August!  So I am excited, and full of anxiety all in one big ball.  I'm not sure I was prepared to have him just hire me then and there.  I feel like I have so much to do in order to prepare.  I have to make arrange ments for paige until I can get her into a preschool.  I called one today and set up a tour to see it on Monday.  And it's on my way to work so that is helpful.  I feel I can do this is I dont over annalize.  This place opened up 20 months ago, so I hope to climb my way to the top.  I am a great team member and a good manager, so wherever they put me I think I'll succeed.

Thats it for now.