amadhatter53

Close Bereavement
Type: Loss of a Parent

About a year ago my mother went into the woods around 2am. She took a Taurus snub-nosed 38ca revolver and blew her brains out. I have a sister who didn't care (who also helped facilitate my mom's suicide) and I just can't get passed it. No one cared about her death but me.

Treatments

Crying Not Working

I recently cried so hard a destroyed a blood vessle in my nose. I was lying down and didn't notice. Imagine my surprise when I went to the bathroom and literally half my face was covered in blood.

Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell

45 minutes a week, not to mention all my other issues?

Remembering Somewhat Helpful

I obsered the yartseit.

Close Families & Friends Affected By Suicide

I already wrote all this. My mother blew her head off about a year ago and no one cares but me.