Journal Entry for September 5, 2009
My stress levels are back to a managable status. I think it had something to do with the bottle of rum I drank the other night...lol. …
Carissamr changed their mood to Horrible 5:55pm
Carissamr and SurvivorStruggle are now friends 10:14am
Carissamr turned 26 12:00am
My stress levels are back to a managable status. I think it had something to do with the bottle of rum I drank the other night...lol. …
How much stress can a person handle before they snap. I feel like I'm almost there. This week has been especially hard. My …
I was molested by an uncle from the time I was around 4 or 5 until I was 10 or 11. I told when I saw a good touch/bad touch video at school. My dad believed me but he really didn't know what to do about it and my mom and her entire side of the family didn't believe me at all. A few years later a couple of my cousins came forward and said they had been raped. Everyone believed me then bu it was to late. He was on the run. Now after 11 years he has been caught.
I got BP at the beginning of this year. Within 3 months I was almost completely healed. Now I only have issues when I'm tired or stressed out.
I come from a family of addicts. My mother is the worst. She has issues with crack, heroin and pills. My sister is going down the same path with pills. My father has issues with alcohol.
I was molested by an uncle from the time I was around 4 or 5 until I was 10 or 11. I told when I saw a good touch/bad touch video at school. My dad believed me but he really didn't know what to do about it and my mom and her entire side of the family didn't believe me at all. A few years later a couple of my cousins came forward and said they had been raped. Everyone believed me then but it was to late. He was on the run. Now after 11 years he has been caught.
I haven't been diagnosed but I'm pretty sure I suffer from PTSD. I had a rough childhood and recent events have brought alot of stuff up that I had pushed far back into my mind.
I'm going through a very stressful part of my life. I'm hoping I can find some ways to cope with the stress I'm under.
I come from a very dysfunctional family. I'm here to get help and advice when I need it and I'm a good listener for anyone who needs someone to talk to.